Another year is gonna end..
This years is definitely full of ups and downs, gains and lost..
I guess the most major thing that I am uncertain about is whether should I even get attached this year.
Somehow, I feel that ever since I got into this relationship,
everything has changed..
Start to drift away from friends whom I used to thought we will stay forever.
Trust me, that feeling really hurt a lot..
And each other I see them, it just reminds me that we are not the same anymore..
Maybe, everyone will leave my life sooner and later..
But this time it is really too soon..
Sometimes it i really wonder am I even under some curse or something..
It is not that I don't want to meet them, or rather not that I don't want to take the initiative to do that..
But what should I do?
I know I am escaping, running away from the reality..
But I just get so sick of the drifted feeling
Perhaps, all I can blame is who ask me to get into a relationship....
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