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Saturday, August 26, 2006

[[The Lake House]]

yo!! finally went to watch the lake house today..
haha the above pic is taken in the cinema when we were waiting for the movie to start man.. oh our legs was on the ledge..
and i really like tat boots man.. (btw my legs are the one at the right!)
haha! lake house is not bad wad..
though quite fairytale..
but quite romantic ma..
and the design of the lake house is damn nice la!! lol
don't understand how come some people don't really like that show.
but too bad.
i went w a female..
and she was thinking of her guy throughout the show..
nt even me! haha
spent quite alot of money today lo..
super regret!
this is the first time i regret buying things in aust man.
i think all the things i bought today either is redundant or not really nice..
hai hai hai
not gonna buy things anymore!
(for 2 weeks..)
heee!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, August 26, 2006|

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

[[i walked 3 km today!]]

guess what? i lost my way today!!
or rather i miss the stop!
i always wonder what is the point of having a street name without having any street lights ard it!
i can't even see any thing man when the sun has set!
damn it..
and i was so so so far pass my stop!
and i din even noe i have miss the stop till the next street!
so i gotto walk so damn far to get home.
and it was suppose to be quite cold..
but maybe i was finally exercising..
i dun really feel anything coz i am perspiring!
and the whole damn place that i walk din really have any lights!
seriously speaking if there is a hole.. i am doom!
i will surely drop inside.
and i was so desperate till i hope that many cars will passed me by..
if nt there was no light.
it is the only once i hope i am carrying a torch.
i know it sound really old fashion..
but perth really dun have any street light! or tat many street light!
luckily there was no drink and drive..
or else..
ha i will be the victim definitely!
coz there is no pavement for me to even walk on!
well at least i got pearly's boot in the end :)
what a weird day!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, August 22, 2006|

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Friday, August 18, 2006

[[sigh sigh sigh]]

hai.. it seems that there is no one i can turn too.
:)
or rather i just don't feel like showing others the weaker side of me i guess.
suddenly i realise i am so so far away from the friends i have here.
just like how far away am i from my uni.
it seems like all of them have their own close friends..
their hostel mates and stuff.
nv will they understand how i feel.
and nv will they feel lonely coz their friends are just next door.
just one knock and everything will be gone
and i really hate the feeling of typing all these out and worst still talking to someone about it.
especially to those people that i have just known.
i am so tired to keep acting enthu to ask them out.
coz it is just so unfair i gotto do all those things while they dun even need to worry about all their weekends.
suddenly just feel so so lost.
but nv nv nv can i say all these things to them.
what they will think of me?
some insecure or super sensitive freak?
and who can i turn to?
i just learn something the more u say out, the more sad u will be.
and even the person i turn to, might not even have the time to listen to me.
masks masks masks.
just gotto be strong but why suddenly it seems that i really have no true friends here?
suddenly i really feel terrible saying all these out..
saying it out loud really make me feel worst.
don't know why and don't know when i have beginning to keep things to myself.
when will all these be over?
when will someone save me?

and what is good friend?
maybe i have choosen the wrong one.
it just seems she is too busy w ur life or rather her boyfriend to be bother w me?
but it's okay,
i don't really expect that much from her anymore. or rather i don't know expect anything now.
sometimes i really think she is too naviie or the other way round, she is shrewd actually.
suddenly it just seems that we are falling apart.
what can i say to someone who doesn't really rem anything about me?

and what is boy friend?
suddenly i just don't feel like turning to him anymore..
perhaps i just don't feel like hearing any negative comments from him.
and maybe it is time not to show the weaker side of me to him anymore.
sometimes, it really don't feel any better to pour out to him or rather it might run the possibility of getting hurt in return.

god.. when will u come and save me?
i just need a hug from someone.

[ V O N ] |Friday, August 18, 2006|

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

[[perth]]

hmm i am so so so bored~!!
there's really nothing for me to do here seriously.
and yeah finally i really felt something when my parents went back and left me here!!
it's kinda of lost and really sad.
and i don't really dare to ask myself how do i feel seriously.
it must be insecure and doubtful i guess.
but i know that be it i like it here or not,
i am still here.
friendships are quite fragile here.
it seems like everyone has 2 face.
and at least i am learning to be tolerant here.
or rather trying to take things lightly..
just let fate decide ba.
and i guess maybe it's also a blessing in disguise to be here too.
at least finally i have a rough idea on who is really my friends.
needless to say,
i am seriously quite disappointed in those few that didn't even wish me happy birthday at all.
and somemore they are those that i do treasure alot.
those that i do shed tears for them before.
those that i do spend lots of memorable times together.
indeed heart aching i must say.
maybe some people just shouldn't spend so much effort on them.
it's just so painful and disappointing.

[ V O N ] |Thursday, August 03, 2006|

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