*~[~MY LIFE~]~*

Friday, June 23, 2006

[[i survived through the smoke!]]

well thanks to cindy and joyce, they nearly burned down joyce own house today..
hahaa...
actually felt kinda bad coz cindy was serving us after our mini bbq wen we are mahjionging~
and i din noe actually pearly was quite proactive with preparing food at times!!
haha. ok.. yce nearly killed us when we are watching tv with the smoke..
and i seriously need a google at tat time thou..
and pearly was asking me..
'what will happen if we take in too much smoke?'
and i told her, ' we will die!'
haha..
and do u know that when u look into the house from the outside..
it's really look as the surrounding is PSI 150!
it seriously look as thou the house is burning!!!
and thanks god!
i survived~!
oh ya i finally know how to 'chopstick' my hair after much effort!!
thanks joyce!
lol

[ V O N ] |Friday, June 23, 2006|

[[our day together at balcony on 210606!]]

[ V O N ] |Friday, June 23, 2006|

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

[[i was a superman~!]]

:(
darling going to army tml..
haha ytd he super funny lo..
we were watch the movie- the nun..
and he was cursing and swearing at that show..
was walking around after that..
but din buy anything coz i am so so poor.. =x
don't know why i felt tat dar ytd quite good looking..
(maybe the light is playing a trick on my eyes! *opps)
and guess what..
we went to take prints together ytd!!
oh my god i can't even remember when was the last time i took..
but coz ytd was his last pic with his hair for the next two yr..
we went!!!
haha i was trying to be funny la..
so i borrowed a witch hat..
dinner was really really nice..
though it's kinda expensive.
but i really enjoyed myself throughout the dinner tremendously..
hope that dar felt the same way too!
:)
ok.. the here comes the fun part..
darling was teaching me how to be a superman..
haha
it's kinda cool and unforgettable..
coz my whole body isn't touching the ground..
and he was like holding my hands and steering me in all sorts of direction!
as if i was really flying.
haha i can't believe that both of us are still tat childish to play things tat kids play..
though we shouldn't make any noise..
but i really couldn't control myself..
and keep laughing..
haha..
i guess it is really the last nite out (with his hair) for both of us le!!
haha.
went for the pre-departure briefing today..
and i realise that all the others tat take up the same course as me are all guys!!
haha..
went to treat dad dinner..
and now i am so so sad..
can't bear to let dar go left left left right..
:(
will be missing u darling and of coz ur massage!
lol
i wan to be a superman again!!
:P
no matter what.. ytd is a very very special night for both of us i believe..
and i hope that what you said ytd is true..
haha i am willing tooo.. ( together w one carat pls....)

[ V O N ] |Sunday, June 18, 2006|

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

[[my dilemma]]

hai i guess it's time to make one of the biggest decision in my life now..
seriously i really don't know should i choose to stay or to go..
although i have been telling all my friends that it is a confirm thing that i am leaving..
but somehow i still can't bring myself to confirm with my dad..
so he can send the money over..
i know maybe the idea of going over is a good one..
to be more independent, to become a better person, to grow up,to brush up my english, more freedom, etc..
but i still think it's kinda hard..
there's always cons?
especially when dad is waiting for my decision now..
the thought of leaving all my friends and dar really seems bad enough
though dar keep asking me to go,
but i really wana stay here..
and as the day passes,
i am dreading to give my words.
maybe it's really hard to imagine how's life over there...
perhaps it will be good perhaps it will be bad..
but no matter what i still gotto make a decision..
and the idea of me thinkin tat i gonna spend my bday there alone make me so so down!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, June 08, 2006|

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