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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

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happy 6th month anniversary darling....

failure to launch was good..

got a dream this morning...
haha so funny..
i guess it would be a nice show if my dream is filmed on tv..
a police women who works as an undercover to nab some korean baddies..
tries her best to seduce the guy in order to make him fall for her and so he will trust her..
but she was doubting her ability in doing so throughout the whole mission
coz he look really kinda fierce and cold blooded.
and will he be that stupid to fall for a girl without any doubt?
one day the girl was sick and didn't report to 'his work', ( ok she was implanted in his company)
he called her..
she was kinda of hesitatant to answer that call because she was sick and dun feel like acting her role on that day.. it's really tiring especially when she must also show interest in him.. and praying hard that she won't get expose whenver..
because she noes that if she get expose she might lose her life..
however she still went ahead..
met him on his jeeper..
and the 'show begins' (tat's what she told herself..)
ok she seat nearer to him and pretend that she is really interested in him.
suddenly he move his body toward the girl.. in a ultra fast speed..
deep inside her, she tot that she has been exposed and he is gonna kill her now..
but instead of hurting her, he lean his head on the girl shoulder..
at that pt of him, not a single part of his look like he is someone who commit crime.
suddenly, the girl was relieve.. coz she is not dead.
and the next feeling was lucky
she is feeling lucky and den she realise that she has fallen in love w him unknowningly...
she's an undercover, he is someone she need to nab...
what kind of outcome can it be?

wanted to find out.. but well it's 1130 am liao..
got to wake up alr..
haha
anti climax!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, March 28, 2006|

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Monday, March 20, 2006

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yoz...
hmmm took my first SAT trial test today in the morning..
well it's killing me...
three and a half hours of torture...
without any preparation on any topic..
wasn't even concentrating at the last hour..
didn't even read the passage and ans the question straight away
scored 1400 out of 2400.
need 600 more points to get into smu..
hope by attending that scary 12 lesson of intensive tuition might help me gain that 600 points.
dar cook for me today..
hee...
garlic bread and mushroom soup.
sirloin steak in brown sauce...
but dar.. thou u noe tat i love to eat food that are salty but ur mushroom soup is really too salty!!
haha...
but the amount of the button mushrooms was great!
thou the sirloin steak taste a little weird..
w the combination of sour and sweetness..
but i noe u really put in your best...
so no matter how it taste like, i will still swallow it..
haha...
okok let me rephrase, no matter how it taste like, it's still the best steak i ever eaten..
so dar.. cook more for me pls...
guess next time u can be a successful house husband..
haha..
went to watch dorm at ps after that..
hmmm wasn't really scary..
but it's kinda touching
and dar was falling asleep!!! (as usual)
dunno why today darling so sweet when he was sending me home..
but there is still room for improvement!
haha...
nice nice..

[ V O N ] |Monday, March 20, 2006|

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

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finally ytd was my last day of work..
feel kinda happy coz i don't need to wake up early anymore...
time seems to fly...
it had been 3 months of work for me.
feel kinda sad cause i will be leaving my colleagues and i guess i won't be going back there to work anymore..
but my happiness overruled my sadness obviously..
working there indeed made me learned a few important things about working life..
hypocrispy and stuff.
got a farewell treat from my colleagues on thu and fri at some chinese posh restuarant and fish n co resp.
was kinda touch actually coz most of them are some high rank colleague such as general manager and stuff..
feeling that they actually regard me this small fry as something..
heard tat i was the first temp staff tat they treated on..
therefore doing some special gift for all of them in return.

went to watch wolf cry today..
well it's kinda nice show actually..
registered for SAT tuition - the freaking expensive tuition!
still thinking of going for the $1450 or the $1750 class.
and they somemore ask me to do a surprise english test on the spot.
damn it it really scares me off at that point of time..
lucky the result was not bad... 20 / 25..
heard that they will know accept those that got 15/25 and above.
when i heard tat was like a phew... heng i got 20..
dinner was at swensens @ ps...
dar's friend came to join us.. thou it's kinda sad coz was unable to spent quality time w him after a busy week..
coz even though now is holiday for the both of us,
we only go out once a week..
as i was working in the past..
but i guess he didn't know i was kinda disappointed tat his frez came along..
coz i said i dun mind when he asked me on whether can his frez come..
well i am just being nice u see...
haha

[ V O N ] |Saturday, March 18, 2006|

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Saturday, March 04, 2006

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ok..
for those that are concern about what happen to me recently,
i have decided to pluck up my courage to say it once and for all..
to write it down here.
ok i got BCD for my a's and i got D7 for my general paper.
B for economics,
C for math
and D for the damn chinese.
suddenly just feel tat my language is really bad.
Well my grades is totally not acceptable to me..
and i fail my english which make it even worst.
seriously i think i kinda screw my life this time.
BCD well ok la to me it's kinda average but i think i can do better.
but it's a nono for me to repeat a's again.
thus my resolution is i am still applying uni..
and i am doing my best for the coming SAT exam.
guess only if i score in tat , then it will increase my self esteem and my level of self assurance.
or in other words it's just my way of salvaging the situation over here..
no matter what.
i will get myself roll into any of the 3 local uni tis year.
jus dun understand why i did so badly for a's.
i mean if i really can't make it this time round, i think i gonna be a private candidate and tat is the last thing i wana see myself in.

alright enough of the bad things.
went to watch underworld evolution at marina today..
hmm quite a nice show indeed.
dinner at no name rest in geylang.
average only.
went somewhere near my hse to see stars with dar dar...
roll down the car window.
w music playing in the background.
glazing into the sky with stars with the one i love the most beside me.
is the best way to relax and to end such a tough week for me.
stress reliever..
road ahead might be tough for me..
as my parents will be more strict with me from now onwards.
and i hope i reap what i sow in the near future.
hope to get my effort paid off this time round.
to get my life back into the right track once again.

[ V O N ] |Saturday, March 04, 2006|

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