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Thursday, January 26, 2006

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well if the pic isn't obvious enuff,tis 4 pic represent the xi, nu, ai, le in life!

tis is what i call friend that is willing to go through thick and thin with me.

finally got to eat seoul garden!!

yumyum!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, January 26, 2006|

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

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hmm seems like a long time since i last have the mood to blog.
sometime i really wonder what kind of person i am.
a little screwed? or totally screwed?
life for me is kinda tough recently.
don't seems to noe what i wan in life
or rather i seems to lose my sense of direction.
friends?
hur i guess all is busy with life
school, life, r.s and all kinds of things.
seriously everyday for me is like working, out , home.
don't really have any own sweet time to sort out life.
don't really have time to do any reflection
everything is done with my emotion
guess it is right when they say i am someone who follows emotion to decide on things
of coz there is some bad point about it.
leo, someone who lives a life with dignity.
what actually do i want?
moreover i guess the greatest regret in 06 till now is i think i have lost one of my best friend
not that we quarrel or stuff
i really did try to salvage but i guess she din noe i am doing that.
maybe not sensitive enough.
truthfully speaking sometimes i really do feel really lonely inside.
or rather it hurts too.
she is my best friend but she did something tat i can't accept
if any others did to me
that's definitely the end of our friendship.
i'm looking much for loyalty.
and tis is a characteristic of a leo lion
others i can't say but the characteristic of a leo definitly fits into me.
ok back to the topic
she always seems to be someone that only look for fun.
it's ok with me
but she never seems to understand how i feel
or put herself in my shoe
my friend once ask me if she is ur best friend, how come ur friendship is so fragile?
i am speechless.
i tried to accept what she done.
cont to treat everything as normal.
but she thinks tat tat should be what i should be doing?
or is she right?
she totally change my perception on friendship.
i try not to let tis affect our years of friendship and pretend it's ok for only her case.
but instead i guess she really take it for granted.
now we didn't quarrel
but for me, it seems like tat is a gap btw us.
something that might not be able to move away.
or rather time will heal.
but when time takes place,
friendship might already fade
sometimes i just hope tat when i try to pretend nothing happen that time,
she can help me by stop mentioning about what i trying to forget.
but she never fails to do that.
perhaps our friendship is really that fragile..
or rather only 2 people that thinks the same way can be good friend
for friendship opposites definitely do not attract.
now i guess she is angry with me without actually putting herself in my shoe
how will she REALLY feel if she was me? with my character?
and for me, i noe i have tried my best.
not regrets anymore
leave everything to fate den.
friend that are only best friend when everything is smooth and when things happen she can't put herself in her best friend shoe and only does thing through their own emotion without thinking that it might hurt her best friend, do u still consider her as ur best friend?
it guess it's time to know the importance of friendship.
or maybe i am expecting too much.
but one thing for sure, i only expect much things from someone that is impt to me.
well exchange our years of friendship for someone that will always be by ur side for now perhaps it is quite worthy ba.
u noe what really pain me?
is when i think what u did is perfectly alright.
well what i did now, i admit it is through emotion.

[ V O N ] |Saturday, January 21, 2006|

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

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theo.liz.yce.me.pearly. david.. dar and kaiwei was taking the pic and the rest haven't arrive yet.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
hmmm like every new year..
i am force to go to an super expensive dinner on new year eve..
tried my best to dress nicely but not too elegant coz gng china black after tat..
well..
i guess it was a really nice one with lots of my dear friends around..
ytd.. me ,dar, liz, theo, krys, YQ, pearly, kaiwei, joyce, david was there to step into a new year together..
10 person celebrating and welcoming the arrival of 2006.
the funniest part is when we are cheering with each other,
got someone came to join us too
someone tat no one noes..
haha i guess everyone is super high there..
hit the dance floor after 12..
having fun like mad.
pearly and me was like kissing all the guys where as joyce was like hugging all of them.
well dun think so much?
it's a dare..
dar vomitted ytd.
coz he was sick..
hope tat he will recover asap!
and dar thanks for helping all my friends to have a better night ytd!
a good nite everyone.
but something i can't denied!
it is super tiring dancing all night long man!

till now i still can't believe 2006 has arrival..
feel kinda of sad coz 2005 had left.
but truthfully speaking 2005 is a bad year.
so hope tat tis year will be a better one
CHEERS to 2006.
and may all my new year resolution be fulfilled!

oh ya got chase by a stupid cat today.
guess all those tat noe me well enuff noe tat i am afraid of cats.
lucky after i scream at the cat..
the cat got frightened and move aside.
guess i will never walk tat path alone anymore..
coz it seems like the cat is always there whenever i go home!

[ V O N ] |Sunday, January 01, 2006|

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