*~[~MY LIFE~]~*

Monday, October 24, 2005

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WELL I AM DAMN SWAY TODAY!!
thanks to the broom in the morning!!
first i took the wrong lrt and it brings me to dunno where..
make me go one big round!!
and as u noe i dun trust lrt!!!
always wonder how can a train move without an operator?
planes with pilot also can crush..
den wad about lrt..
ok...
den after meeting tat ass to study at rivervale mall..
had been going there for 2 days already..
he gotto go and do something so i got no choice but leave too..
when i am crossing tat damn road!
a bloody bus drive pass and splash the damn rain water onto me!!
WHAT THE FUCK LA!!
den is like i really immediately scream the 3 words! TA MA DE!!
den guess the indian beside me was shocked..
and now..
i'm drinking at char's house
wonder wad will happen next IF we got drunk man!!
hahaha
today is such a unlucky day!!
pui...

[ V O N ] |Monday, October 24, 2005|

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Friday, October 21, 2005

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S
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U
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[ V O N ] |Friday, October 21, 2005|

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I HATE GARFIELD!
SHE IS GETTING IPOD NANO FOR FREE!!
I HATE HER!!
VERY VERY MUCH!!

[ V O N ] |Friday, October 21, 2005|

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

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只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, October 19, 2005|

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

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Lunch at secret recipe.
High tea at haagen das ( chocolate fondue)
i'm growing fat.
i'm slacking again!!
haiz....
LESS THAN A MONTH TO FREEDOM!!
YOHOOOOO!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, October 18, 2005|

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I AM FREAKING ANGRY WITH MYSELF!
COZ I THINK I AM TOO SLACK!!
SERIOUSLY GONNA WAKE UP MY IDEA!!!
IF NOT THERE GOES MY MIRACLE!!!
ARGH!!!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, October 18, 2005|

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Monday, October 17, 2005

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well thought of something new again..
wHahaha..
new learning point.
now i finally realise that one can never be friends again with ur ex boy frez.
especially when u really love him once before.
used to believe that one still leave the past behind and be friends again.
can't be lover.
can also be friends right?
but just that whenever u guys talks again,
there is a new sense of element in the conversation - awkwardness.

[ V O N ] |Monday, October 17, 2005|

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

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hmm was readin someone's blog just now..
suddenly thoughts came flooding into my mind.
ytd i just happen to hear a conversation btw our local radio broadcaster.
it's about some relationship stuff ( ya again i'm going to talk about tis.)

so the story goes like tis.
Girl A has been with her guy for 5 years and at some point their r.s was on the rock.
though they never break up, her guy fall for another girl.
the girl enable him to feel happy again, enable him to experiance new excitement
all this is wad Girl A can't give him tat time.
not because she don't love each other anymore.
but because their r.s is in a rock.
everything they did together seems to be a mistake.
and the girl appear at the right time.
there's not new excitement btw both of them coz they noe each other too well..
so well that they know what's each other's reaction towards anything.
nothing more to explore
the girl is an element of freshness.
a new beginning.
so in the end he confessed to his girl
she forgiven him.
and he chose to go back to her and start afresh
because he believe nothing can substitute their 5 years of r.s
and they are together till now.
it has been ten years.

actually after listening to that story,
i didn't think much.
coz such thing only happen to the minority.
not the thing about the guy falling for another girl.
but he chose to go back instead.
seriously, how many people will think so much about going back?
they have a new girl and they believe that being with her will be better,
who will still think of someone tat can only give them bad memories at tat pt of time?
is it really true that if u are with another girl, the same problem that u are experiancing now will not surface anymore?
if tis is true, then whenever we experiance a problem,
all we have to do is to change a new partner?
memories will then become redundant.
coz in tis case, memories is just something tat drag us to go on,
forcing us to stay in a r.s and not to our own accord.

ok back to the topic of readin my frez blog.
seriously i feel so bad for him.
his life is so sucky.
loving someone secretly is just so torturous.
seeing her everyday but can't be with her.
whenever u see her sad all u wan is to give her a hug,
but just a simple little thing u can't do it.
who are u to hug her?
once experianced the same feeling as him before.
but he knows
he knows i like him.
so perhaps i am more fortunate then him.
perhaps at least i got to experiance what we call a ' hong hong lei lei' love life.
but trust me the price i paid is huge.
real huge.
till now.. i am still paying for it.
but nonetheless an unforgetable experiance.
well i guess i shan't say anymore..
no point.
both of us lead a new life now.
with new beginning.
with new people in our life.
shedding tears for new people.
no longer for each other.
no longer hugging one another.
life moves on.

do u really believe that if u really love someone,
let him go and as long as he is happy,
u are happy?

maybe this is really call love.

so now i am no longer waiting.

[ V O N ] |Sunday, October 16, 2005|

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

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met up with rui today for econs.
movie at cineleisure in the afternoon with dar... ( the skeleton key)
not really up to my standard.
lunch at yoshi cine.
walk around before i went for family gathering
to celebrate daddy's birthday at imperial restaurant.
guess he was really happy today
suppose to meet dar again.
but tat ass nv answer my call!!
when he call back everything is too late.
it's all about timing...!
LOL..
i miss miso soup!
i miss ben and jerry's (berrys!)
droollllllll

[ V O N ] |Saturday, October 15, 2005|

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Friday, October 14, 2005

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well guess today is the day for me to express out my love to the world.
i love MR BONG for making me have hope in econs..!
i love my DAR for making me being the most fortunate girl in the world!
i love REUBEN for always being there for me whenever i needed him and support me all the way!
i love MY GIRLS for telling me that friendship do last forever!
i love DADDY and MUMMY for loving me and supporting me financially!!
i love MOE for making my life sucks!
lastly, of coz i love MYSELF for who i am!
heh heh
LAME!

anyway friends at serangoon garden is quite a nice place for chilling out..
hmmm went for lunch with gar today.
well the service is great.
food was not bad.
and the waiter... hmm... interesting! haha

[ V O N ] |Friday, October 14, 2005|

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

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well nearly lost my hp today.
realli gotto thanks garfield for saving my phone..!
my phone's saver!
anyway happy birthday to mummy and pearly!
hmmm
today is realli a good day.
went school and took lots of picture
lunch at parkway thai rest.
dinner at baker's inn.
was out for nearly 12 hours.
met up with dy and pearly just now.
well at least the feeling is still there even thou it has been a long time since we met.
acting like crazy ppl throughout the night.
damn it..
just love today!
OH MY GOD!
now i noe how come my cam low battery already!
i took more than 120 pictures today!!!
lol!
unbelievable~

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, October 12, 2005|

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well it's gonna to be 3 am now..
and i still can't get to sleep.
think i had took some steriods accidentally.
damn guess tml gonna be late for school again..
Yawn~

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, October 12, 2005|

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

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FINALLY i decided to cut my hair today.
super satisfied with it man!

牵着你在天空飞翔
这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞
世界或许
就这么宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张
人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响
渐渐扩张
你丰富我生活感想
何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上
已然是天堂

已经是天堂

[ V O N ] |Sunday, October 09, 2005|

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

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yoz..
caught into the blue today..
woah quite a nice show man..
yea it's hot.
went to buy a new dictionary..
coz mine is old?
haha..
dinner at ichiban sushi wisma today.
well food over there is really good.
saw a gal.
made my heart sink.
went to esplanade.
my fav spot.
sea breeze.
quiet night.
with love songs playing through my mind.
finally realise life is not all about studying.
finally realise sometimes being quiet is a blessing.

[ V O N ] |Saturday, October 08, 2005|

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

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hmm got my ipod nano today..
but dunno why wasn't really that excited.
well bastard bought me a watch today..
coz he lost his bet?
lol..
went to eat baker's inn..
freaking nice man..
and the movie 40-years-old virgin is really damn damn funny..
was like laughing my ass off throughout the show..
it's killing me man!!
haha..
well and tat bastard is happily sleeping soundly now..
simply just love him!
oh yea both of us are broke now.
somebody pls donate money to us..
so we can go shopping again..
lol..

[ V O N ] |Saturday, October 01, 2005|

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