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Thursday, July 28, 2005

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
well well i am finally 18.
today went to school as usual..
kim make my hair into a nice nice pattern.
took some pic coz my digital camera is dying off?
went to eat secret recipe with kim,ying and hui..
and we ate lots of thing man!
at least my cam didn't let mi down!
we still can take some pic!
hee..
did some cocking and cranking inside.
some catching up was done too!
went to buy something horny at action city after tat..
all of us got one.
finally gotten my red hairband.
rush home after tat to change.
went to ps with vincent to watch a boring movie.
not very boring but quite.
won him again in tennis game.
well but both of us is quite unlucky thou.
at least he accidentally pour ice tea on himself.
den he was like saying' i wun buy any drinks later'
but i was like telling him aiyah i buy lo..
den in the cinema.. tat ice drink drop onto the floor.
and guess wad.. my feet smell of ice tea.
(oh ya tat auntie still wana check my ic when i am already 18 today.. it's a nc 16 show)
aftertat he went to buy another cup.
wen he is back, i nearly dropped my popcorn.
idiot rite!
so unlucky!
tat ass suggested to take cab home.
coz he is lazy?
den in the end we have to walk all the way to bugis from plaza sing!
coz there isn't any cab.
memorable hur?
in the end still gotto on call for cab
and guess wad.. while playing in the cab,
i broke tat horny flasher hp accessories!
which is not even one day old!
thanks to him hur!
damn!
summary of tis year bday.
3 times of cake celebration.
1 time of firework.
3 times of celebration.
3 groups of friends!
dozens of pictures.

[ V O N ] |Thursday, July 28, 2005|

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Monday, July 25, 2005

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hmm today we finally got a little revenge on someone..
haha all of us so kpo la was peeping at their conversation all the while.
din realise tat my frez is that kpo as me also.. haha like i say one sentence den can pass to the other side.
and we was like climbing up and down the stairs just to listen to their conversation.
wen they come down we was like faster run!! haha..
went to watch the island just now with jack.
well birthday treat whu doesn't want?
haa plus nachos too! but he doesn't like it..
haha den is like throughout the show we was like toking and toking..
wah lau tat both main leads are damn good looking la.. haha..
keep drooling.. and tat stupid jack keep dun wana let me drink ice tea!
nvm i took my revenge anyway coz my swatch watch was ticking and ticking away den he super irritated.
haha den we was like keep guessing what will the ending be..
den i was like telling him tat aiyah they wun die de la they haven't have sex and all these la..
den we was like faster have sex leh..
haha..
the island rox manz.
but he super unless la.. keep feeling cold lo..
i dun even feel anything la..
den is like half way through tat show i wana pee again la.
wth..
lucky i still can bear with it throughout the show!
actually thought of going flash and splash again to see him..
haha but after tat decided to change my mind coz i was like thinkin scully later he suspect me.
den whu noes when we was like walking to the mrt tat time.
he walk out la..
someone is like face to face with me?
fated sia..
haha but today he like not tat good looking leh..
haha den i was like saying he in front leh..
den jack was like huh u ask mi go there just to see him?
den i was like ya la.. idiot la u! later he thinks u are my boyfrez how?
haha...
oh ya our dearest emperor delicated songs for us at 88.3 today!! damn funny la.
didn't expect she will use emperor as her name! haha

[ V O N ] |Monday, July 25, 2005|

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

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well celebration for my birthday with relative has just ended.
finally my niece wants to stick to me..
and doesn't wants to go home.
well.. i guess it was kinda fun just now..
or rather they are so cute..
the cake was good..
see i told u i have good taste.
sometimes i just feel that why life isn't that simple.

[ V O N ] |Sunday, July 24, 2005|

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

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have an early celebration for bday with my dearest gals today.
though all the surprises are reveal before the actual time.
haha
went to eat sakae at bugis with dyy.
den went town to walk around.
well the present from the gals are unexpectable.
went to cine's cafe for the celebrations.
when they was singing bday song for me and dy, just felt so love.
too some pic, as usual.
when we was wishing our wishes.
behind us was all those fabulous fireworks.
was really a good timing.
has been hoping so much to have fireworks on my bday.
and it sort of came through today.
during my wonderful 18 birthday celebration.
at tat moment.
everyone is lookin at the sky..
smiling with us.
the cake was nice!
thanks joyce!
guess pearly thought of giving me a surprise appearance today.
but in the end i think they all accidentally let the cat out of the bag.
so i got all the hints!
haiz but the ending was a really nice wan..
everyone just seems to be frowning when they got home.
seriously dunno whether to feel happy or sad.
i guess we are all fading.

[ V O N ] |Saturday, July 23, 2005|

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

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suppose to go sentosa today.
but weather wasn't tat nice.
went shopping instead.
watch fantastic 4 today.
not really tat impressive.
suppose to go flash and splash today again.
but the store close already.
got two skirts today.
thou it wasn't really really nice.
but tat is the best i could find today already.
but i want white skirt!
hope i can find it soon!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, July 16, 2005|

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Friday, July 15, 2005

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i screw my chi a's oral up today.

[ V O N ] |Friday, July 15, 2005|

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

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"I'd Rather"
Luther Vandross
I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah
And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart
I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,
I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)
I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, July 13, 2005|

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Monday, July 11, 2005

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hey got back most of my result le..
haiz feeling damn down now.
realise that my result really cannot make it.
den tok online all my sistas seems so cold online too.
everyone is busy with their own life.
though they say no matter where they go, our frezship is still the same.
but do they realli keep their words?
why do i feel that all these are fading?
suddenly, something just seems to be missing.
suddenly it seems like i am talking to a bunch of strangers.
after wad mum says about study,
suddenly realise that my life is in such a mess now.
i noe my result really sucks to the core.
such a standard how to take A's.
u noe wad... hopefully i will be awaken soon.
and prove all those tutors wrong.
guess can't go online so oftenly le..
:(

[ V O N ] |Monday, July 11, 2005|

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

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YOZZ~~
went shopping today again..
but tis time is with pearly!
but one thing that is the same as ytd is i am blogging with my eyes half close!
*laugh*
all right..
we walk around town as usual.
try lots of top in topshop today.
took some semi nude pic... LOL
pearly will understand wad i am toking rite?
haha..
got a topshop top, undies and shades, tanlines bikini and bro's vcd (after much effort i must say)
eating koko crunch at the same time when i am trying on the bikini.
ya u are right.
pearly is IN the dressing room with me when i am trying tat on.
she very ser de la!
dinner was at baker's inn (PS) with lots of pic being taken
well.. wasn't a quite full dinner.
coz got sick of the creamy sauce easily.
well as usual, we went to FLASH AND SPLASH la...
haha peeps i guess u all are laughing now..
but i think he is off today.
somemore the best part that becaue i think i dun look nice in the top i am wearing,
so we went to toilet and change b4 we go find the yandao.
somemore pearly and i still plan to take a pic of him lo.
but in the end he is not there.
actually was quite heng tat he is not there so he wun suspect me ma..
haha..
walked around in PS before pearly dad send me home.
so nice of him!
haha..
thanks uncle!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, July 09, 2005|

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Friday, July 08, 2005

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yoz..
well i am blogging with my eyes half close.
got back my result slip today..
well..
did kinda bad.
trying so hard not to fall asleep in math tutorial.
but in the end.. my eyes don't listen to me!
was suaning ah poh today again..
think he is damn fun la..
a very good teacher that don't blow his top easily.
went to watch initial d with garfield today!
edison is just so handsome la!!
actually i bring alot of 'illegal' food inside the cinema.
which include a big drumstick!!
LOL
but in the end is like so troublesome to eat.
so i wasted all the food lo!
the whole damn show is like so so funny?
den actually i really wana to pee badly..
and try so hard to bear with it till the end of the show.
but tat show is just so f u n n y that i really wana pee each other i laugh.
so really ran to the toilet in the middle of the show.
after the show, well... i suggested to go flash and splash again!!
thought garfield don't noe wad am i up to.
but in the end she just say 'hur? again?'
den i was like, 'what again'
den she said she read my blog..
so paiseh la.
she noe my secret!
well so we went flash and splash after walking around.
and guess what?
he is there!!
make me so happy la.
LOL..
seriously i guess we acted too obvious liao i think he smell something fishy lo..
somemore where i walk he sure walk there de lo..
fated right?
haha..
make me so nervous la!!
WHAHAAAa
but he look better in cap!
went to meet jack after garfield went home.
we went kovan to eat pizza.
my treat again..
coz is his birthday!
but the problem is either he is late when he is meeting me or he never turn up!
make mi so fed up!
haha.
was singing him birthday song when the pizza arrive.
well.. he eat almost all the pizza he ordered except for 0ne.
helped me eat my brownie after i am really really full!!
saw vincent's back view walking past when we are in pizza hut.
took some pic with the birthday boy and some of him alone.
well.. had a great time.
well i realise he is quite attituded when his frez call him la..
lucky he never like tat treat me..
if not i guess he won't survive till now..
haha!
decided to walk home from kovan together after that.
haha but again.. i needed to pee again.
but this time really no choice but to bear with it lo..
was looking at all those different types of car that go past us.
din realise he noe tat much actually.
laughing at initial d story line.
walk till we nearly die!!
lucky our dearest birthday boy offer to help mi carry my school bag when we are walking.
if not maybe i am dead already.
but i must help him wear his cap and take his hp la..
but compare to my bag,
i guess i still gain something.
LOL..
den in the end both of us nearly died la..
coz it's really quite tiring..
somemore we walk from the sun is on top of us till the sun goes down.
and he found out my secret about i am scare of animals!!
LOL~

[ V O N ] |Friday, July 08, 2005|

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

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hmmm feeling sick now..
sore throat, cough, flu... u name it.
god ytd was sort of careless.
accidentally hurt my injured wound and blood is like rushing out?
i tot it will be hurt.
but not to the extent.
blood even drip on the floor?
super pain i guess.
bought 3 pairs of shoe in 2 days!
i guess i better stop buying shoe before i get it from my mum.
went to watch war of the world with char today!
tom cruise rox manz!!
lol..
realise there is alot alot of movie that i wana watch...
hmmm...
there's also alot alot of things i wana buy!!
LOL..
soon.... real soon.. i am gonna study hard for my A's.
finally got the courage to listen to 933 love diary today.
and to my surprise,
i din even feel anything about that story that was read out just now.
i just feel numb?
feelingless..
haha..
i mean seriously, i guess deep in me, my heart has already sealed tightly.
saw happy couples on the train today.
totally not envy at all.
ya they are happy..so?
i'm just so tired and lazy to think about myself when i see all this.
sometimes it's really meaningless to think so much ba..
anyway char accompany to dhoby ghaut before she goes yishun this evening!
so nice of her..
heh heh..
love her lots and meet up soon again!!
char rem those words that i spoke to u in 'greece' u better rem it in ur mind!!
lol...
oh yeah i am becoming broke again soon!
=X

[ V O N ] |Thursday, July 07, 2005|

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

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hmm... feeling sick now..
think tml sure very sick le..
super tired now..
went bedok ytd with my cousin to see claudia and play with her.
walk around in city hall area.
ate baker's inn..
super tired after that.
nearly fall asleep while studying.
while my uni pen fails me when i am doing my chinese compo today.
was so so irritated coz i dun have another pen.
nearly cried during the paper.
got home and went out with my cousin to shop in town.
got a u2 top and topshop top.
thought of getting another fila top but wasn't able to.
treated my cousin to nooch today.
coffee club for high tea.
went to eat ding tai feng with all my relatives today.
suppose to eat swensen after that..
but was really too tired le..
so decided to went home.

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, July 05, 2005|

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Monday, July 04, 2005

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hmmm just reach home!!
super tired la!!
now is like 0122 am?
dying liao le..
haven't bath yet..
shall update after i bath...
(20mins later...)
hmm..
guess what?
i and pearly went to play msn solitaire again str after she wake up..
lol.. we are in solitaire showdown craze.
well.. tok to dennis in msn today..
guess i realli did hurt him alot alot in the past..
i guess i noe how he realli feels that time.
coz i was like telling him it's good to have galfrez.. can pamper her..
den he was like telling me that..
in the past he wanted to pamper me.. but i didn't give him a chance to do that..
haiz..
than i was like it's history already..
but haven't wait for his reply then i offline already.
went to eat lunch with my parents in cuppage.
meet vina and zhenyou at lucky plaza to play pool after tat..
wah lau trust me la..
there's lot of blacks!
haha..
ate a little of their mac before we went to furama hotel riverfront for some function.
well was busy packing those prizes for winners of triathlon..
sms zijie and he was jealous..
immediately call me and ask me why am i there?
haha..
was helping out in the prize presentation the whole night..
trust me those japanese sportmans are cute..
actually suppose to wear osim white top.
but den they short of it..
so i have no choice to wear my super cute white top la...
wad lost and found top..
with a big bear in front of it.
is like damn weird la.. wearing the wrong top at the wrong time.
but no choice la..
gotto wear that top for the prize presentation.
trust me it's super embarassing lo..
but was super busy throughout the whole thing,
i also dun have time to be embarass at that time.
was grinning throughout the whole prize ceremony!!
well... zhen you,vina and weijie done a good job too..
those foods were great over there..
but too bad we didn't get to enjoy any of them.
was super busy throughout the whole nite.
well.. i still think i didn't do a great job.
though my supervisor think i did a great job.
coz i was super stress throughout the whole thing.
one thing definitely for sure is the sound system is great..
thought of staying and dance after the dinner.
but i was way too tired.
standing the whole night about 7 hours without any food or drinks.
those food that the sportman eats is tempting me throughout the night.
but....
i was fortunate enough to see so many yandaos ytd and today!!
damn shiok la..
i was like grinning to weijie..
well he is seeing gals, i am seeing guys..
definitely weijie help mi alot in my prize presentation too..
left that place about 12 plus..
all of us were so scare that we will miss the last train.
ran to habourfront mrt.
but last train took off without us.
imagine for idiots running along the road with an empty stomach...?
coz they dun wan to spend money on cab!!!
zZZZZzzz!
went to the nearest 7-11 store to grab some food.
well we are like zombie looking hungry for blood.
on the way i and vina got scared by lots of cockroaches.
wah in my life i never seen so much cockroaches at one time b4..
we was like screaming and screaming.
learn something new from zhenyou today.
u noe big gulp from 7-11,
he was super dishonest la..
fill the cup liao den drink it down and fill again and pay for the price of one cup.
so he get the another cup for free.
den i see him like tat i also like tat..
lucky i never get caught.
zhenyou den suggested to stay in the store to finish up the food first..
before we go outside and continue our fight with the cockroaches!
got a cab home together with them.
coz i pay the money so they decided to get a free ride to my house..
super stingy rite they all!!
was talking those censor stuff in the cab..
wad test A.. test B.. what check the balls ok anot and stuff..
well guys i think u noe wad am i toking about..
they normally check those things when u are gng NS
haha..
well.. today super tired la..
tml gotto go bedok and go shopping again..
looking forward to it too..
maybe i can see my flash and splash guy again!!
my legs are breaking also..
jack u better massage my leg for me lo!!!
WAhkakakaa..
anyway i think i really gain alot of experiance today..
such as organisation skill and stuffs.
ppl there are nice too..
those westerners, super friendly.
those cutie sportman...
OMG...
is killing me..
haha
and last of all, i earn some money and spend my day to the fullest!
suppose to meet my relative to eat supper de..
but too late liao and most importantly, i am half dead!

[ V O N ] |Monday, July 04, 2005|

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

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hello..
hmmm ytd was bad..
lost my way on the way to school..
lucky i was quite early that time den when i know i am losing my way,
get out of tat damn bus and walk to school!!
and the weather is like super hot lo..
i hate being late for exam and i hate walk under that hot sun for 15 mins!!!
haha garfield even worst..
nearly late..
han more cool...
be the last one that comes in.
suppose to meet jack for dinner at captain cook.
but he fall asleep?
haha but he quite guai la..
noe how to apologise..
haha..
finally we celebrated joyce birthday today!
happy birthday joyce!!
well.. went to my ever dearest cousin's house today to see baby..
aust cousin and her husband came along too..
afterthat went to meet dyy for preparation of joyce bday..
wah damn funny la i tell u..
tried spraying whipped cream throughout the whole cake (thanks to dyy)
but unsuccessful.
coz the whipped cream not cold liao den in the end the whole thing look like shit?
thanks mi brillant me..
decided to slice of the top part.
so the thing wun be tat disgusting..
everyone is looking at us doing the cake at ps?
haha..
put some m&ms on the cake and almond stick as candle.
got a ripcurl handbag for her..
was kinda difficult to decide wad to get for her..
saw lots of pl-lite today in town.
dunno why town was super crowded today.
and u noe what?
tat is a super cute guy in flash and splash lo..
he is the staff there..
OMG!!!! is like i super attracted by him lo..
at first we went in the first time with dyy.
i was like tat guy that serve us quite yandao hor..
den later went in again with rui and dyy i was like WTH... i am falling..
den i was like dunno whether to get the dark brown or the light brown ripcurl pouch?
cindy got the dark brown one.
den i was like how how how la
tot of askin him which one he prefer de lo..
den he say which one i confirm buy tat one de lo..
so when i see the pouch den i can hee hee haha over him!!
but nvm la.. even like tat now i see the pouch also can make me think of him.
coz he qing shou help mi take de..
LOL..
tat smile of his...
OMG!!
haha..
den they keep creating chance for me to tok to him..
but den i shy la..
thanks anyway la..
but in the end after constant pushing.
i went la..
but i didn't blush lo!!
haha..
den is like he keep catching mi looking at him la..
so paiseh lo!!
whaAHAHAHAaa..
he is SO sO SO SO shUAI!!!
lol.. rui volunteer to get his number for me..
but den i shy la..
even have also wun do anything with the number.
so i decided shall always go there and see him..
i think he also think i abit something wrong la.
ask for service only ask him..
LALALALALAaa...
saw tat zijie at dhoby ghaut mrt after tat.
he was bullshitting with his frez..
haha..
but didn't went forward to say hi.
only sms him lo..
he damn funny la keep asking mi where am i and all those stuff..
met up with joyce in the evening at wisma..
ate a super big curry puff?
i guess those that went noe wad am i talking about..
walk around in wisma..
trying clothes and took lota lota pic..
well... cindy took my semi nude pic la..
zzzzzz.... pervertic!!
saw vincent's sister at taka just now..
dyy was like which one which one?
haha..
but too bad she didn't get to see..
haaha..
went to meet my aust and indo cousin again later at night..
about 9 at heeren.
dyy offer to accompany me there cause she also meeting her friend. (dyy u noe whu hur?)
went to their hotel..
got to paragon coffee bean to drink coffee and chit chat.
aust cousin was suaning me about my english?
i mean what's wrong?
LOL..
suppose to go sengkang and stay tonight..
but wasn't that excited to go to that area anymore.
so decided to go home and sleep instead.
just got back now..
sort of tired...
well tml will be a long day for me again too..
well... i am totally over my flash and splash boy!!
heh heh heh!!!
well i play msn game with pearly till wana die liao..
from enthu enthu till super tired!!
oh yeah!! and finally i really enjoy my day today with the girls!!
cheers!
and most importantly, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, July 02, 2005|

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