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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

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well ytd pool wasn't a great enjoyment for me..
went to hougang plaza for pool with krys,zhi hao,wei zhi and 2 other guys la.
duno their name..
but the funniest thing is tat i didn't bring the ic for registration for a membership card la.
or rather i didn't even noe i need to register for membership in order to get...
den the uncle dun allow la..
den he nag nag nag nag nag..
den after tat we just stand there look innocent can liao..
den he allow in the end still somemore become good frez with me sia.
is like still ask mi come tonight den i tell him no money..
lol
actually suppose to watch monster-in-law today with garfield after my carrot cake breakfast.
coz we decided to pon GP!
tat redundant lesson.
but thanks to tat krystel~!
force me to meet her tell mi got important things to say!!
but in the end is like nothing!!!
is like she got nothing to say la.
just to bluff me over..
bloody hell..
was quite angry at first la.
but forget it la since i am already tat FORGOING my movie liao
to accompany her spent her time while waiting for her bf!!
argH!!!
oh ya i bought bond cd finally..
haha but wasn't up to wad i expected.. :)

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, May 31, 2005|

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

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yoz!!
well went shopping today with pearly and joyce!!
hmmm went to pacific plaza to hunt for bikini!
went everywhere to hunt for it!
well i think all of them saw my whole body?
coz we went in the dressing room altogether.
looking at each other boobs and laugh at each other?
haha..
tis is wad u can't do with ur boyfrez!!
den we all took pic in the dressing room..
making lot of noise.
or rather chaos!
well.. was quite hungry in the afternoon den wanted to eat at coffee club..
but too many people.
:(
so we went thanying express for thai cusine!
well i must admit after tat i am really broke?
or sort of quite broke.
met kimberly again at taka after my lunch..
well as usual we went lots and lots of place to shop.
but in the end din get anything for myself.
haha u noe what?
got tat girl came up to me and was asking me whether i wana join so youth talent search i guess.
den say was looking for new faces den ask mi for my number.
but den as usual i dun have so much money to 'invest' in? <-- if u guys noe wad i really mean.
so i reject her..
haha..
den went to meet my aussie cousin and her hubby to go home with me.
suppose to take a cab down.
but town is full of people and jam!
so train train train.
went to eat dinner together to do some catch up.
well she bought me a roxy bottom and billabong tongs!
yohoo.. new things again..
nice nice..
love her so much!
oh yea saw stella huang xiang yi today at top shop with red hair!! haha

[ V O N ] |Saturday, May 28, 2005|

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Friday, May 27, 2005

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alright just back from grapevine..
haha as usual.. drinking seems to be like a routine for me every friday or saturaday night.
haha..
ok.. well let mi start from the beginning.
kim lost her way on the way to grapevine.
luckily i called her.. but even i called her she still lost her way!!
gone case!
meet han and becca at my hse bus stop to go grapevine.
well she dress like an auntie?
lol..
den gui xian met up with us at grapevine.
well i guess everyone must be wondering is gui xian a guy or a gal.
well ..
he is a guy!
haha den finally gotto play pool in grapevine.
bill was cheaper den i expected.
walked home after tat with the accompany of my dearest lover jazz.
well.. at least han and kim are still human.
sms me to ask me whether have i reach home anot.
love u guys lots!
oh ya we took some nice nice pic too..
hee..
hope everyone enjoyed their night tonight.
stars are all over the sky...!!!
wonderful night!

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 27, 2005|

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hmm was walking back home when lots of thoughts starting to pop out of my mind.
suddenly thinking of what do i want to do with my life?
am i happy with it? etc..
was thinking of my frez too.
thinking are they really the right one for me?
yes or no?
black and white suddenly become so blur.
wad am i doing?
am i lookin for acceptance?
or is that the true self of me.
suddenly everything seems to question me.
i really dun wan to feel that once we are out of college..
everything seems to have not happen before.
there's lot and lot of words i wanted to say.
maybe i am really that simple.
maybe i just hope that we are not friend just for the fun of being friend.
and when there's a problem i can turn to no one.
it seemed tat i am hanging in the middle,
don't dare to take any steps further to prevent myself from being hurt.
sometimes it seems like time really don't actually bring frez closer.
i really dun wan to believe it.
but the fact proves me wrong.
maybe i am too serious about matter such as friendship tat why i sort of always screw things up.
but shouldn't one be serious about tat?
or wouldn't it be too hypocritical if we don't?

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 27, 2005|

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

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yoz went school today after a long long holiday!
anyway i was quite tired la..
coz ytd slept quite late.
thanks to reuben tan baobao!!
haha..
den think got tuesday blues la..
whahaha..
den well.. as usual.. trying hard to stay awake?
lol..
den went to makan with garfield at bishan.
actually suppose to go food court la.
den suddenly thought of eating pasta mania.
so we went!
haha..
spent 10 bucks on food again..
later went to eat hagan das ice cream lo..
standard procedure.
got home den go out to play badminton straight away at hougang cc.
anyway i waited damn long in serangoon garden for them to pick me up la..
think is about 30 min den got a red car appear in front of me.
they all super late la..
haha but i over estimate all those guys potential lo..
only one damn pro only.
make me worry for so long!!
lol
anyway i sprained my waist again!!!
think damn long never play badminton liao tat's y like tat..
lol..
i'm suffering in pain!! haha

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, May 24, 2005|

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Friday, May 20, 2005

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went school today for the career seminar..
think i was quite under dressed.
tot of seeing ms see but she wasn't in charge of us.
well some part of the talk was indeed funny..
especially the talk on finance and grooming..
interestin!
went to eat seoul garden although wasn't feeling quite right down in my throat.
well gar and chek is horridous!
they can eat and eat and eat..
even when i am so full till gonna explode..
they are still eating happily.
i fried egg today!
went home feeling sleepy.
den krys and zhi hao come over to drive me to ECP together with wei zhi ( i think i rem correctly)
we got jam for an hour i guess.
well pool time was quite enjoying though it has been long since i last touch it.
well.. so play and play and play.
den come back home quite early la..
coz i wasn't feeling well..
think falling sick soon..
thanks to seoul garden perhaps!

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 20, 2005|

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

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yoz..
well today my breakfast was settled by our dearest ah han..
with her ai xing mian bao.
of coz we took precaution beforehand.
we check out where we should go if we got food poisoning..
took some picture before we took tat dangerous step.
of coz nothing happen in the end.
if not i wun be here..
just tat her skill can be compared to mum's breakfast skill.
haha and i hate egg..
but no choice gotto give her hand..
as tis is her first time?
ham and egg bread for breakfast.
the best thing is we are warned tis will not be the only time?
hoho..
well went to paya lebar post after school with gar..
went to makan long john..
yohoo.. so happy..
food!
think the last time i ate long john was the day tat i flew to australia.
hmmm recently, think my health is failing me..
always wan to faint like tat..
haiz.. but never mind la..
xi guan jiu hao.
academic wise even worst..
i can even fail chinese.
look at me..
oh my god!
i fail all my subject la..
wad's happening to me?
i can only blame myself!!!
i dun have time anymore i noe..
but why am i here somemore??

[ V O N ] |Thursday, May 19, 2005|

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Friday, May 13, 2005

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yoz friday the 13 hur?
well went to support our badminton team today..
was cursing and swearin at all those people tat dun have any dignity..
think tat they are such a bootlicker and useless creature..
bullet-proof skin!
coz this cute guy from acjc..
well our school lost to tjc 0-5.
but i guess i shan't express out my feeling here..
guess all those tat noe me better will noe how i feel?
lol..
went to watch house of wax with auntie vina.
and u noe wad?
in the cinema both of us can't comfort each other..
coz we are both scare and panicky throughout the climax.
got shock from the person beside me and den i shock vina..
lol..
well... i will give 6/10 for the show?
not really nice..
but paris hilton is horny..
haha..
got yandao also.
well i am really fed up with my math test.
or rather i screw it up due to my carelessness.
if not i might pass the test already.
argh blo*dy piss off!!!
ZZZZZZZZ all ur fault!
differentiation u got me into trouble.
idiot!
idiot.
anyway i bought my new printer liao..
hehe manage to psycho dad to buy me one..
but dad's hp plan can't extend so i can't use my mobile voucher
sobsob..
so now the only way is to sell it before it expires.

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 13, 2005|

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

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hello just came back home..
well i am broke again.
as usual kim and han suck dry my money..
lol
went to eat thai express and H. das ice cream.
quite tired..
tml gonna have 2 test but haven't even study yet..
well as to you..
this is the first and the last entries i gonna post about tis matter.
i really dun see this is a need to keep toking and toking about it.
tot of dun write anything here..
wanting to let the truth speak.
but i guess maybe i realli should write something.
be it just to vent my feeling out or wanna let u know..
actually to be frank, buying a present for u for bday wasn't complusory.
but since we are once close, and somemore u are 18 tis year,
i think tat we should at least get u a present..
i did apologised to u for not gng with u to get the present at bishan..
but coz nini and yoges wasn't coming with us
and we didn't want to leave them alone
but instead i didn't know why things will turn out this way.
it seems like i am looking for trouble myself.
maybe if i pretend to be ignorant about ur bday is coming,
den everything will be fine now.
my reputation will not be as smelly as trash.
i dun understand wad kind of misunderstanding u are trying to imply,
coz when nini told u about it and u realise we have misunderstood u,
as a normal reaction, u will clarify or explain to her immediately.
and not after more than 6 hrs later?
but u didn't instead u make it as though u are admit tat is the truth?
i noe u are going around telling ppl about this matter.
but seriously it doesn't affect me..
everyone have their eyes to see.
or rather the truth is actually quite clear..
maybe someone might take pity on you..
but will anyone pity me?
i didn't confront u,i didn't hurt u after i noe wad u said to people about tat sat.
instead i just wanna get u a present.
is tat wrong?
and i got all these in return?
or rather ppl only tend to pity the injured lamb.
no one will ever understand the healthy tiger.
because no matter wad, tiger is always in the wrong?
tiger didn't even do anything to hurt lamb.
but just because tiger and lamb is the only 2 characters in this picture.
so when the lamb is injured, it's tiger fault?
u said u treasure our frezship and this is wad u do to me as a result of treasuring our frezship?
u should noe clearly wad u said to others about tat sat.
i didn't go around spreading about wad u have done or rather said.
but instead u are helping mi do that job?
or are u trying to blow up that matter?
seriously if u want to do tat, it's ok with me.
maybe some of u may think tat i am too impulsive in tis matter.
but i really hate being accused and tat is my principle.
if i am being accused i can go all out to prove my innocence.
different people have different principle so the best way to understand me,
is to imagine someone overstep your principle's boundary..
and the feeling u will be feeling is wad i am feeling now.
anyway sometimes tis really doesn't matter anymore..
maybe i am too busybody for wanting u to have a more happier bday.
at least to let u noe tat some of ur frez still care for u during ur bday?..
but ya.. i noe i have done wrong for having tat thinking.
anyway i wanna thanks those of my frez tat have been standing at my side throughout this whole incident!! :) love u guys!

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 11, 2005|

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Monday, May 09, 2005

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had my CLA1 test today..
trying so hard to stay awake!
sure flung de la..
sian..
ate sakae again today with kim and garfield..
ytd eat today also eat.
ate lots of my soft shell crab today.
saw cindy today in sakae..
ask her to count the plates properly?
at least she got wad i mean.
when ur friend is looking at u while u are eating,
the feeling is really funny!
lol.
went to eat secret recipe after tat.
thanks to KIMBERLY!
lol!
i was broke after tat... again!

[ V O N ] |Monday, May 09, 2005|

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

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yoz just back not long ago..
i think tis entries will be a funny one..
haha plain water come sweet.
walking back home seems so tough..
can't walk straight on the way back.
making myself drench under the rain.
talking to jazz on tat phone..
singing song to her suddenly.
making her realise tat drunken is funny.
broke again.
thanks to grapevine.
head spinning like hell.
thanks to vodka.

[ V O N ] |Saturday, May 07, 2005|

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

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yoz did anyone realise tat today's date is very nice?
well went to airport after school today.
dunno why just can't seems to be able to concentrate well in school..
or rather i am like tat everyday?
somebody just tell mi the answer pls..
oh gosh i realise there are tests coming up and i have loads of work haven't hand up..
ok back to the point..
went to eat popeye chicken in airport today.
haiz such a disappointment!
the chicken has deprove.
somemore i still buy 3 piece la..
lol i admit i am greedy!!
heh heh..
went to view mall after tat to see plane take off alone after tat..
but the sky is so misty so didn't go there for long..
garfield and han was mugging? maybe la hor?
and i am slacking..
guess i really like din do anything today..
han somemore still force go eat more coz she say onli when i see food den i will be happy?
but of coz i din went.. firstly i am poor.. secondly i gain wt!!
lol..
was slacking a while den went home..
took the bus till i fall asleep!!
oh man my whole butt is like totally numb la..
den when my bag hit my butt.. i dun even feel a thing?
haha quite tired today...

[ V O N ] |Thursday, May 05, 2005|

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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

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yoz..
well today went to support my school badminton competition.
or rather we were forced to?
or threaten?
haha..
while all of us hate going over there is like super super far..
but sad to say out school won pjc..
haiz how can pjc be so useless?
haha
den is like the year ones arh all treat us like some maid like tat la..
keep ordering us to help them do this and that
and mind you.. they dunno what is manners..
so can't blame me for saying them back..
so today.. i drew a clear line between them and me..
they better come provoke me further before anything more nasty thing happen..
haha..
and u noe wad i really can't stand all those bootlickers.
is like they know tat they are not important still down there want to curry favour others.
oh man just look at urself la..
know ur role!
dun make more people hate u all more..
meet a few ex pl lite in the comp
and u noe wad wah lau i saw a gal tat is damn pretty la..
haha..
went tampines mall after the comp..
can see that doreen was super pissed with them..
haha lucky i is tat kind that will say them back if i piss with them de..
so i wun explode like doreen..
haha..
bought my sandals today and tat white sock!!!
tat finally i got my white sock!!
thou i dun want to buy!
waste my money!
haha..
bored..

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 04, 2005|

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Monday, May 02, 2005

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hello dear blogger.
just came back after going out with parents..
went out to buy some stuff..
hmmm my LV wallet cost $810.. haha
den dad was saying ask him come out want to buy LV and want to buy watch..
den he say he better go home liao..
haha...
but actually the watch is he offer to buy de ma..
coz he see why i like keep trying means and ways to save my watch even though i got other watches at home.
haiz.. he dun understand de la.
or maybe alot of people dun understand..
is like i have been with the watch so long already..
is like i look at it as if it has some human feeling like we do..
i noe tat even if i get exactly the same one is different from this..
perhaps it is the sentimental value in the watch tat causes me to react in tis way..
something just couldn't be replace so easily.
first the watch got scratches from the wall den the strip broke and now..
the mechanic in the watch got problem..
haiz i seems like the watch is dying..
tried to fix the strip but in the end the new strip also broke.
it just seems so hopeless.
dunno why.. i feel so deeply for a non-living thing..
does tat mean tat if the watch stop, it means tat we are really over?
i tired so hard to save it.
but it keep rejecting me..
i juz feel so desperate for it..
even the watch also given up hope..
but i guess perhaps the watch is really tired..
at least it lasted for another 2 weeks after we ended..
perhaps he has already tired his best..
everything from u seems to be dying off..
maybe..
maybe nothing from u will remain..
just like nothing of me remains in ur heart anymore..

[ V O N ] |Monday, May 02, 2005|

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