hello dear blogger!!
today went kbox with cindy and pearly..
at cine~~
haha there super cold la..
and ish like i'm freezing!!!
JACk... ROse...
heh heh i'm mad!!
and is super expensive too..
i'm broke again..
coz is like can't celebrate new year eve with them so we went out today!
hMmmmm...
den after tat we went to marina south to makan steamboat..
with char, chi jun and cindy..
pearly din go...
;(
wah and guess wad tat's my first time there!!
and is like quite fun la...
we played alot plus all those stupid things tat we do and said..
suddenly like so close again...
but i noe it will not last long..
went to have a drink at rocky master (dhoby ghaut)
and den home!
haiz is like thou we went out ytd..
but i guess btw i and cindy there are so gap..
quite distant..
no like the past..
but just tat i didn't say anything.
but nevertheless i wan to go eat again!!!
yum yum!
KRystel! welcome back!
hello dear blogger!
merry christmas!
hmmm i think i got nothing to write..
coz is like there's nothing special to write about..
haha anyway tis year is a lousy year for me..
so i hope it will end really fast..
and hope tat next year will be better..
for evon,
i dunno why u never reply my tat msg..
i guess u noe which i am refering to..
and cindy,
u are missing in action!
haha suddenly it seems like i had done something wrong tat all my frez treat mi the way it is now..
but the best thing was tat they never even give mi enough time to do something wrong...
hahaa what am i talking about manZ!
maybe it's time to grow up
and forget about everything tat ppl does (those tat ill-treat me)
and start everything afresh...
it's time to forgive and forget.
hello dear blogger..
begin to don't know how to breath...
speechless...
never will i know tat this will turn out to be so painful..
why can't u juz wait a little longer?
never mind u dun even noe how i feel inside..
i noe tat when i am back from korea..
everything btw us turn out to be weird.
it seems like during that period of the time,
u have already start to forget about our relationship..
or maybe fading..
but i close my eyes..
even both to maintain tis relationship.
i really wan to change for u..
i really dun mind..
i really wan to change for someone tat i really love..
i dun wan to lose u..
but u insult my action for keeping the relationship..
u noe tat i wun stop u if u wan to break..
tat y i initiate the breakup
becoz i noe u want it..
never will i noe tat u are suffering so much..
no matter how many no i tell myself..
tis time i noe it is really gonna to end..
i noe it so well..
ytd nite i noe tat the situation wasn' t the same as before.
maybe it's my fault again..
no matter how hard i really wan to change for us..
u never give me time.
i dunno how am i gonna to live without u.
but i know i must..
no matter how pain it is there inside mi..
but i noe it's over..
cut my hair today..
till real short..
dun wan to have anything to do with the past..
it really hurt..
i work hard tis time..
but fail to bring happiness out of it..
i have been holding my tears so long till i dun feel anything anymore..
i noe i can't forget u..
for so long.. we are together..
but i bet u can..
maybe it juz a mistake tat we are together.
i wun say i love u tis time.. becoz i really wan to forget all about u..
all the things..
even little things..
till one day tat i can totally forget about u,
i will treat tat we had never met before..
it noe tis really hurts..
and u are a total jerk
maybe i'm juz blind..
maybe i shouldn't even try to change it for u..
maybe...
maybe...
i will work myself to death to forget u..
and will never bother u again...
i will study hard till my brain can't think about u..
i will hold my tears till the end of time..
i will tired myself out till inside mi dun hurt anymore...
gosh..
i'll try to accept the fact.
it's over..
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