Thursday, April 15, 2004

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hello dear blogger today is a sad day for mi.. haiz thou in sch everything went well but things also happen at nite rite? haiz... everything seems so well 4 all my frez but only me.. sometimes i really dun understand why.. haiz i am really gettin disheartened... why always like tat... first in secondary school and now in jC again.. am i really tat fucking sway or lousy?i am always experiance tis type of situation and is like they also give mi false hope.. first is the st john number one position den in the let mi be like for few days den dun wan me.. den the badminton now also.. wAd the hell lo.. why are they making the hell out of mi? i mean god why are u doing all tis to me.. by doing all tis i really hate senior lo.. so now u noe why i dun like to scold my junior? coz i dun wan them to experiance wad i experiance! i mean everyone got feeling but why u are all doing all tis to ppl younger? why is the world like tat? i really hate it!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, April 15, 2004|

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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

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HEllo dEar bLOggER.. AHahAHa todaY weNt kbOx aND sIng soNg.. it hAS beEN sO LonG sincE thE 5 OF uS gAThER tOGethER reALLY is A woNDerfuL exPeriANce thoU ciNDY anD JOYCe can't aCCompANy uS lOng dUE to Tat thEY hAVe wORK aFter tAT bUT guESs thE shorT mOmeNT theY spEnt wiTH uS is aLSo veRY pREcioUS.. hAHa and U noE wad eVERYoNe gOT shoRt frInge.. sO suRpriSIng rite? i toT onLY i got peARLy got Tat deN tuRN out eveRYone oSo gOT.. wHAHahaa dEN is likE We siNG AlOt OF soNg tiLL like no vOIce? hAHa bUT teLL u waD thE k boX chEAt ppl moNEY waN! so idoiTIC caN The tiBIts thEY giVE uS need MONEy waN soMEmore IS cOMPulSOry wad SHIT! hahAAhhaa.. den Is liKE aLL come out TO aboUT foRty pLUS!! hAHA.. bUT if oNCE in THe blUe mooN likE tat sPEnt moNEY stILL oK La.. hAHaha... i Very tHRifty wan ma... u noE U all waN puKE liao La.. HOho Den iS like reaLLY feLt sO clOSe to all oF thEM aLL of a suDDEn den is Like WE dID aLOt OF noNsENsIcaL stUFF insiDe aLL osO.. HAhaa.. deN is LIke WHEn i , pEARly aND rui siNGINg thE aI hENg jIAn dAN tAT tyM is LIKE aLL of uS was lIKe lOOkin aT eACh otHER wHEn davID tAO siNG i LOVe yoU tat wORd.. hAHa realLY lOVE u mY aNimAL faRm.. hAHA in THe pASt i toT we wUN haVE tODay.. bUT todaY fiNALLy cOMe trUE... LOVE yA fREz anD frez eVa!

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, April 14, 2004|

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Thursday, April 08, 2004

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hello dear blogger.. haha today is my first day of PE! haha luckily i survive and haven't die yet! hoho... anyway haiz is quite a slacking day 4 me except the PE part.. in the morning i juz attend 2 lesson den got 3 hrs break.. haha den is like so shiok lo den we went to toa poyah eat mac breakfast with my other 3 frez.. whaha den is like having lot of fun there and plus the jokes and ghost stories we share really nice.. den after tat went to popular to find foolscape but dun have the one i wan den is e end saw tis looney tunes foolscape damn cute den ask my frez to share with mi den is like i wan to bring tis plastic cover den is like the person damn fierce so irritating rite? haha actually i quite regret never go 4 the tennis trial coz is like got alot of ppl oso no basic den go wan! so sad! haha den went back to sch and go library blow air con.. den go 4 econs lesson den go pe and go home... ahaha and u noe wad the pe we cheat.. haha the teacher call us to run 3 rds den we only run 2 rds... whAHahahaa... den after tat saw jiaying and michelle at hougang popular lo.. but i go so many popular still cannot find tat stupid foolscape .. haha nvm i wun give up so easily.. whaha den after tat when i go home den i realise tat the plastic cover can't fit! idiot gotto buy again! haha tml is holiday liao so shiok! den liz,krys and mi is going out 4 outin .. hope it will be a nice day and hope we can do alot of shoppin and catching up and most of all...... i better study in the weekends! dun wan to be the last in class! => cheers

[ V O N ] |Thursday, April 08, 2004|

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Tuesday, April 06, 2004

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hello dear blogger.. haiz today is a sad day for mi menz.. went for the second trial 4 badminton and guess get in.. haiz believe it or not i am really sad.. haiz den aftertat when i was walking out tat tym the judge came after me and ask mi do i really wan to join badminton den she say tat if i really wan she can put mi inside the list...and she say tat i juz need to practise more den ok le.. and she crap alot to make mi feel better la .. but den is like i still feel very depress i guess... it has been so long tat i have try so hard to hold my tears back.. haiz but den is like i dunno whether to go anot coz i really dun wan to go in by chance but not potential.. and even if i go in i will feel very low self esteem coz i am one step lower den the others.. coz i really dun wan ppl to think tat i go in by chance i really hate them i hate being depise!!haiz suddenly feel tat i very unless is like in school i like dun even understand a single shit tat the teacher tok about and cca i can't even get in thru my potential.. den in music lesson i felt suddenly so lousy in playing.. haiz how am i gona pass my exam.. and somemore in school guess oso got ppl tat i dun like and dun like mi ( tis is i guess wan la) of coz they never say out... haiz den is like all the things tat a human will enjoy in all i cannot make it.. wad am i in tis world for? sometyms i believe god has a plan 4 everyone of us with all the decision he made 4 us each other but why i can't see the way? in sch i tired my best to tok and appear to be a very cheerful person but how many ppl noe tat deep in me i really feels terrible? everythings seems against mi.. i dunno why.. i juz can't figure out. =(

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, April 06, 2004|

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Monday, April 05, 2004

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hello dear blogger.. so tired today.. haiz got my timetable in school le like almost everyday so late den release guess my life gonna be over soon... so sick of school.. haha den is like today went to check the babminton board to see whether i qualify for it and guess wad i got it.. haiz but den tml still got school team trial.. guess if cannot get in school team i machiam quit badminton coz is like no pt staying there liao rite?den is like today got class introduction in school lo but guess i am the noisiest in the class think better shut up .. haha guess sometime the more u speak u tends to offend more ppl.. haha coz is like guess my frez angry with the nick name zhen zhen tat i gave her.. whahaa.. den after tat actually suppose to go out with cindy they all to east coast park but den is like coz if i go there guess they oso like leaving liao den never go lo den suppose to go suntec to meet them after tat but den is like guess when they reach suntec very late liao so never go lo.. so in the end go out with my 2 xiao mei and minzhi to take neoprint den walk walk and go home liao.. haha and i saw char today.. she look so fierce!!! whahaha...=)

[ V O N ] |Monday, April 05, 2004|

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Saturday, April 03, 2004

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hello dear blogger! juz went back from concert.. haiz today is a bad day trust mi really is a bad day.. is like at first very happy go out den is like after tat krystel said she cannot make it to the concert already coz she quarrelled with jeremy.. i noe tat i shouldn't be angry with her but den is like coz is really last min and is like i never msg think she oso 4get to tell mi den is like a muz to find ppl to go lo.. haiz den after tat is like all the ppl i called like cannot make it.. haiz tat tym like really got tat kind of feeling tat my frez like all jian si bu jiu or maybe they juz dunno how desperate i am at that pt of tym.. haiz thou my dear tried to help but den is like oso not successful.. haiz den actually wana take neo print today but den is like my dear say tat hiis hair not nice coz juz cut so never take lo den is like he bought mi tis cute little noe book at alternative thou is like quite cheap but den really like it and appreciate it alot coz is from him after we went centerpt to eat the double ring burger and trust mi the pizza is not really nice.. haha den went to le meridian to watch the concert with my dear and my yamaha frez.. haha and got one of my frez's frez not bad looking but of coz my dear better la.. haha den is like went my frez introduce them tat tym he like all mix up their course den is like very funny lo.. haha i oso enjoy the concert partially due to all the nonsense tat happen there den after tat went to eat dinner at ps den go home liao.. haha so tired haha but later think got nice show.. whahahaa.. =x

[ V O N ] |Saturday, April 03, 2004|

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