*~[~MY LIFE~]~*

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

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hello dear diary... hoho in school now.. illegally playing the school com.. haha today in school quite boliao... later meeting tat piglet lo.. haha keeping laugh at pearly parent i am amazed la..erm today tok to cindy during math lesson lo but onli for a while onli... but after tat never go recess with them coz ish like joyce say she might not adapt ma so i juz left them alone today lo..yup.. haha guess now i like tou ji mo gou like tat scare tat stupid libarian will catch mi.. hoho.. pearly relax la the most next time i free i call ur house and 38 with ur ma den she no time care for u le lo.. haha today liz never come sch muz be pon ten .. haha and wan jui hope u have made the right choice! dun think so much le k... take care~!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, September 30, 2003|

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Sunday, September 28, 2003

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heLLO deAR diARY~! thiNK toDAY iS a baD daY fOR mE.. quARREL witH soMEone.. haiZ i OSo duNNO lA.. mAYbe iT iS mY fauLT oSO... i jUZ waN to teLL u Tat i coLd tO u coZ i duN wan quARREl wITH u.. mAYBe aFtERaLL i stiLL can't chAnGE.. hAIz... aNd ciNdy aNd joYCe i diDn't chOOSe a shorTEr pATh to THE frezSHIp is juZ tAt i neveR spENt enOugh tiME wITH u aLL.. wHEN TAt daY I aTtemPt tO tOK to u I alREady fEEL thE driFtnESs... i OSo duN waN ThE daY whEN WE bACK AT pL WE aRe a sTranGER... mAYbe iS jUZ tAt cOZ tAt u and hER iS clOSe dEN i AM clOSe tO thEM... bUT no mATTER wad i wAN to apolOgiSe to boTh oF u.. mAYbE thE woRds i uSE tAt daY wAS abiT tOO hARsh... reALLI soRRy.. mAYbe it iS jUSt i feLT AT tAt MOment.. u aLL jUSt giVE mE a fEELing Tat no maTTEr wAD hAPPen u aLL wiLL stICk to eACh othER.. maYBe i admiT i aM jEALous lOr.. hAHA... hAIZ yA bUT anYWaY whEN tHE next dAY i tOK u, u seEMs cOLd sO I reaLLI feLT hoPelESs le.. but I jUZ gOTto to trY.. sINce if u gUYS nEVEr gIVE up on ME.. yUP.. taKE cARE~!

[ V O N ] |Sunday, September 28, 2003|

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Friday, September 26, 2003

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yOz diARY~! hOHO GET baCK mOSt oF thE resULt le anD beLIEve Me.. it sUCKS.. hAIZ thiNK i reALLY diE lIAO.... soBsOB... yUp deN isH liKE haVin soME pRoBLemS wiTH mY cLIquE i gUESs. gUeSs evEryoNE iN thE cLIquE cAN fEEL oR raTHEr knows TAt WE goNNA spLit sOON.. mAYbe IS a gOOD sIGn aND a bAd sIGn... todaY krYsteL aSk mE iSn't TAt veRY kE xi fOR thiS? bUT i guESs iSH liKE i reaLLI duN wan to thINk aboUT it.. tiS is nOT up To mE... eVeryoNE noW iSh mORE oN a sELfiSH sidE sO waD cAN i dO? sINce thE daY u aLL teLL mE tIS fReZshIP iS suPeRficiAL oNwARds.. i reALLI duN dARE tO PUt 100% IN iT.. thOU u aLL teLL mE u aLL caN trY.. bUT haVe u eVER thiNK tAT oNCe a Frez teLL u tAT aLL tiS whiLE thE fREzshiP is suPErficIAL.. wiLL u stiLL tRUSt tAT? iS noT tAT i liKE to toK aboUT thE pASt.. bUT tiS iS aLL liNK.. i onCE diD treasURE u all veRY mUCh.. bUT noW i reaLLI duN dARe.. beSIDe... mAYbe tO ciNDy aND jOYCe now iS bETTer... i duNNO.. i aTTeMpt tO toK TO u aLL bUT noT mUCh coZ i duN wan u aLL to thinK i aM fAKe... thE fREzshiP beTweEN Liz aNd kRys tO mE is A sImpLE one cOZ WE dUN toK abOuT coMMitmEnt.. thoU u all kEEp thINKinG tAt i and theM is clOSe.. bUT u coME and thiNK oF iT.. wiLL u choOSe A lOng pERioD oF frezshiP oR A shoRT onE? OF cOZ lAStLy i Noe TAt eVEryoNE iS tiRED~!

[ V O N ] |Friday, September 26, 2003|

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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

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heLLO deAR diaRY~ yTd jUZ fINsiH mY pRELim yTD.. dEN toDAY wheN scHOOl aND dO rUBbisH.. hAI tmL mE dIE lE mY pRELim resuLt cOMiNG oUt lE.. sO siAn.. coNfirm dIE le.. hAIz.. den TOday jOYCe goT mEEt hER lOVer!~ diE aLSO neVer tELL mE whO iS iT.... soBsoB~!!! hAIZ... HOW hoW diARY? i coNFirm dIE tML.. scully i aM thE lASt IN cLASS~!! sOBsOB... dEN isH liKE Now i feELing veRY sTREsS NOW~ hAIZ thinK o'S iS reaLLI cOmINg.. hAIz 5 moRE wEEKS~ thoU afTer taT cAn BE haPPenING buT I duN eVen noE wad weLL hAPPEn befORE tat....hAIZ...

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, September 24, 2003|

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Friday, September 19, 2003

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... and I still can't believe that you came up to me and said, 'I love you', I love you too.
Falling in love with you was the hardest thing to do. Falling out of love with you seems impossible.
A hug for you means I need you. A kiss for you means I love you. A call for you means I'm missing you.
Being with you has shown me that life can be perfect.
Love you and can't think of anything more. Miss you and nothing beats thoughts of you. Need you, can't figure out how you've gotten all over me. Long for you and this growing need for you seems to be increasing.
So many of us either fear tomorrow or regret yesterday. But, I won't fear tomorrow if I get to be your's forever, and I don't regret yesterday because one yesterday, I met you.

[ V O N ] |Friday, September 19, 2003|

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Thursday, September 18, 2003

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heLLO dEAr diARy on ThE misT of mY pRELim le.. haI gUESS my prelIm gONE lE.. thINK i alSO likE giVe up le.. hAIz oso duNNO iSH jUst tAT tiME oF fEEliNG tAT i faiL tiLL siAN lE den noW i aM iMMUne .. tml stiLL goT a.mATh .. .siaN~!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, September 18, 2003|

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Monday, September 08, 2003

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heY dEAr diARY.. hAIZ i daMN sTreSS~! thINK i CANnot fINsiH thE damN sYLLAbUS lOR... isH liKE so mUCh aND i tHinK tAt evERYoNE is stUDyiNG daMN haRd nOW aND i aM aT thE edGE oF giVING up cOZ i nOT no mATTEr waD i couLdn't fInsiH... hAIz... whAT shoULd i do deN.. hAIZ iSH liKE no mATTEr waD i coNFirM diE fOR pReliM anD i suDdenLY realiSE i goT alOT oF thING i duNNO.... hOW? haIZ dEN ish LIKE mY cA resULT suCK lor.. deN i DUn dARe lEt thEM sEE... deN ish lIKE thEY stLL stResSin mE to stuDY.. i oSO nOE stuDY is imPT bUT deN i aM toO STRESS UP To stUDY u uNDerSTAnd? haIZ waD shOULD i do? haIZ dEN ish liKE i DUn WAN to bE thE onLI one tO geT lOUsy resuLT In thE end .. hAIZ whY i so lazY in THE pAST aND now I am reALLI scARE le... i am reALLI scARE...

[ V O N ] |Monday, September 08, 2003|

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Friday, September 05, 2003

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Forever isn't what I want to spend waiting for you, it's what I want us to spend loving each other.
There is a star in your eye that only I can see. There is a place in your heart where only I want to be.
I will always be there for you, through the good times and the bad, the smooth and the rough, or just any other time you need somebody ... Just look for me, and I'll be there for you.
i will love until the last minute of my last breath, and even then there is still eternity.
I love you not because of anything you have, but because of something that I feel when I'm near you.
There's not a single passing day that I don't think of you. In my heart you will forever stay as long as you love me too.
Have you ever cried your eyes out until all the tears in this world have dried, and yet the sourness in your heart still hasn't gone? That's when the person causing you the pain is the only one you ever loved.

[ V O N ] |Friday, September 05, 2003|

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hI dEar diARy.. toDAY reALLI noT in a mOOd.. gOT baD mY resuLT le.. reALLI reGREt fOR slackIn so mUch.. buT i wiLL trY mY beSt tO geT mY resuLT baCK iN preLIms 2 wEeks lAter... haIZ toDAy duNNO whY i aND hiM liKE noT tat gAM... i OSO duNNO la... dEN like jUSt a bad dAY fOR mI lOr.. rEsuLT liKE shiT anD aLL thOSE thiNG hAPPEn~! anYway whEN plaZa sINGapUra wiTH pEArlY go waTCh LEgaLLY blOnde 2 . waH tAT shOW realLI canNOT mAKe iT wan lO.. iSH liKE sO daMN borIng dEN i liKE watcH wiTH peARlY onLI deN shE in THE ciNemA sO siAN deN i oSO likE siAn le.. nEArLY ZZ lo... hAHA sO nOW u alL nOE hgoW pathEtic iSh tAT shoW riTE ? hAHa deN isH like realLi waSte oF mONEy lUcky mEEt vaLeriE thEY alL in thE ciNemA oSO thEY liKE siTtinG besIDE uS.. deN ish LIke duNNO whY maYBe thEY toO sTreSS whEN thE parT iS noT fuNNY thEY oSO liKE lAugh stiLL so vigrOUslY.. hAHAHaa shHHH duN telL thEM.. dEN laTEr weNT tuiTion aFtER tAT lO.. dEN thE nIGht goES on....

[ V O N ] |Friday, September 05, 2003|

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Thursday, September 04, 2003

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yOz deAR diARY~! HAhaha tml gET baCK Ca2 rEsuLt LE den u aLL caN sEe mY heAd hAnGiNg on thE toP OF mt eVeresT .. hahaha mE toDay siCk lOe... HoHO lET cHAr PLanE lUcky shE nEver scOLd mE~! hoHOho.... tHInk reaCH hoME aT abOUT 7 tODay.. i go stuDY ok~! haHAHa actuALLY tODAY nOThiNG MUch La.. juz quArrEL wiTH mY clIquE lOE.... I oSO dunNO waD tO say aBOUt tiS la... lET natuRE takEs iTs cOUrse~! yUP

[ V O N ] |Thursday, September 04, 2003|

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