Saturday, May 31, 2003

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yoZ dEar diARy~! tODay whEn to waTch jElaNgkUng wiTH eVOn anD chAR~! aCtuALLy i found OUT dEN cHAr sMIle Tat tIME quiTE cHArmING lEH... sHhh dUN tEll pPl... HAHA

[ V O N ] |Saturday, May 31, 2003|

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Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true
...In this life I was loved by you.

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

You will never know true happiness
until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand
what pain really is
until you have lost it.

[ V O N ] |Saturday, May 31, 2003|

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Friday, May 30, 2003

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heLLO dEAr dIARy~! hAHa toDAy wHEn to bRINg thE mAc vaLue mEAL thE coiN pouCH~! vERI cUTe lEH~!!~!~ haHa .... sHhh dun teLL pPl... hAHA dEN ish likE nOW dEN i fiND ouT mY tuiTiON cENteR gOT tIS gUY reALLI abIT loOK liKe gab aND act Like hIM toO.. i wAs SO sHOck lOr... gO whERe Oso gOT PPL loOk liKe hiM.. IN sCH oso gOT oNE~! hAHA ... aNYwaY duN tOK aBOUT tIs.. tmL goNNA gO ouT wiTh chAR aND eVON~! hAHA gOnnA waTch hOrrOR mOvIE... tHInk tAt eVOn cONfiRM shoUT tiLL jOhOR oSO caN hEAr.. sO pPL iF tmL aFtErnOOn gOT pPL sHOut dEN u NOe wHU iS aRH.. hAHa ... kk gTg bYE~! mUAcK~!

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 30, 2003|

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Wednesday, May 28, 2003

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yOz~! gOT bACK aLL mY rEsult lE.. hAha fLung 3 sUbj.. paSs 4 subj... bUt den thInk mY rEsuLt rEaLLy stILL sUX~! cOz iSH liKe tIS yR o lEveL dEN isH likE cANNot aiM fOR oNLY pASs.. at lEast liKe aLL 60 plUs dEN caN gOT iNtO jc... hAI mUz jIa yoU jia yoU... hAHa nOw stUdyINg fOR cHI o"S wHEn SO mAny pPL iS cElebRatiNG exam oVEr.. hAiZ mUz At lEAst get AN a2.. HAHa fRIdaY staRt hAviNG mOck eXAM lE... gUEss TIS sAT iS thE last TIMe i gonnA plAy beFore eXAm lE... dEN isH liKe aFteR eXAM gOnNA stAY at kRySteL fOR a few dAYs aND pLAy~! hEHE sO fASt tHInk of afTEr exAM le.. hEHE bUT actuALLy thE exaM is reALLy nEar... hAIz sHOuld NOT tHINK MUch At tIS pERiOD oF tiME.. dEN isH likE I reaLLY dEcIdeD noT to gEt aTtaCH b4 o'S liAO ... cOZ i think IT IS thE beSt fOR mE tO YOng gONg stUDy.. hAHa aftER o'S dEN thE worLD IS beLOng tO mE... ooPs dID i soUndinG tOO eviL?? hAHa anYwaY tO HOse stILL stUDyiNG fOR eXAM mUZ JIa yoU~!!! aND tO thOSe whU aRe eNjoYing uRseLF nOW... PLAy hARD~! hAHA bUT dun WAste tOO mUch mONeY k ... laTEr liKE mE spEnt $100 a dAy oN clOthEs... =)

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 28, 2003|

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Monday, May 26, 2003

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A great love? it is when u shed tears and still u care for him, it's when he ignores you and still long for him. It's when he begin to love another and yet u still smile and say i am happy for you.
Loving is not how u forget but how you forgive, not how u listen but how u understand, not what u see but how u feel, and not how u let go but how u hold on.
Sometimes the one u love turns out to be the one who hurts u the most, and sometimes the friend who take u into his arms and cries when u cry turns out to be the love u never knew u wanted~!

[ V O N ] |Monday, May 26, 2003|

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Wednesday, May 21, 2003

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bOO~! peOpLe wHO iS reaDing My bLOg.. frEE go reAD mY wEb k.. www.geocities.com/fairytale_91/fairytale.html k cheCk oUt oN the page on my profile ... read the fairytale phlosophy and cHeck out tHe nEw liNk oN promISes oF loVe oN thE fiRst pAGE.. iT iSh newLy updaTE~!

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 21, 2003|

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hELLo dEAr diARY~! fINally thE eXAM iS oVER~! shIOK~! hAHA ... sUrvIve tHru thE nIGhtmARe iN mY life.. BUt dEN i noE tAT tIS exAM i dIDN't dO vERI weLL .. hAIz todaY tHE eXAM reALLI mAKE me tHInk TAt I vERI stupid.. hAIz... rEALLi mUX jiA yoU iF i wAN tO GO a gOOd jC.. hAIz dEN isH liKE tIs exaM i liKe oSO nEver studY vERI haRd.. hAIz cAN u iMagINe aLL mY fREz liKe nEVEr sLEep tHE wHOLe niTe foR thE paPEr bUT i liKE slEEP tILL sO shOIk.. HAiz nvM.. haHA toDAY weNt tOwn to taKE nEOprINt wiTh cHar,chI juN, daphNe, cIndy aND jOYCe... hAHa dEn iSH liKE wHEn we wALk tO pS TAt tIMe dEN saW tHE tempEratuRE taKing kIOsK.. dEN iSH likE WE alL go tAKE the teMp loR so suPPOrtive rIte? bUT deN isH nOT la.. COZ gOT fREE Qoo waTEr deN WE vEri thirSty SO wE gO loR.. shHHh duN tELL pPl.. hAHa dEN after taT hELp oNE aH mA tO fIND hEr graNddAUghter cOZ shE sO caLLEd lOSt hER waY deN i, jOYce ANd cINdy brINg hER thERe lor... dEN isH liKE sHE onLI nOE hoW tO spEak hOKKien deN iSH like MY hOkkiEn caNNOT mAKE it wan dEN cINDy enTertaIN heR lor... hAHah den AFteR taT weNT to waTch X-mEN.. hAHA i NOE i aBIT lAg lA.. bUt eXAm Ma.. hAHAH tAT sTOrm vERI cHIO~! deN tAT abOuT it... yA ..jUz reAch hoMe... hEHe....

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 21, 2003|

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hELLo dEAr diARY~! fINally thE eXAM iS oVER~! shIOK~! hAHA ... sUrvIve tHru thE nIGhtmARe iN mY life.. BUt dEN i noE tAT tIS exAM i dIDN't dO vERI weLL .. hAIz todaY tHE eXAM reALLI mAKE me tHInk TAt I vERI stupid.. hAIz... rEALLi mUX jiA yoU iF i wAN tO GO a gOOd jC.. hAIz dEN isH liKE tIs exaM i liKe oSO nEver studY vERI haRd.. hAIz cAN u iMagINe aLL mY fREz liKe nEVEr sLEep tHE wHOLe niTe foR thE paPEr bUT i liKE slEEP tILL sO shOIk.. HAiz nvM.. haHA toDAY weNt tOwn to taKE nEOprINt wiTh cHar,chI juN, daphNe, cIndy aND jOYCe... hAHa dEn iSH liKE wHEn we wALk tO pS TAt tIMe dEN saW tHE tempEratuRE taKing kIOsK.. dEN iSH likE WE alL go tAKE the teMp loR so suPPOrtive rIte? bUT deN isH nOT la.. COZ gOT fREE Qoo waTEr deN WE vEri thirSty SO wE gO loR.. shHHh duN tELL pPl.. hAHa dEN after taT hELp oNE aH mA tO fIND hEr graNddAUghter cOZ shE sO caLLEd lOSt hER waY deN i, jOYce ANd cINdy brINg hER thERe lor... dEN isH liKE sHE onLI nOE hoW tO spEak hOKKien deN iSH like MY hOkkiEn caNNOT mAKE it wan dEN cINDy enTertaIN heR lor... hAHah den AFteR taT weNT to waTch X-mEN.. hAHA i NOE i aBIT lAg lA.. bUt eXAm Ma.. hAHAH tAT sTOrm vERI cHIO~! deN tAT abOuT it... yA ..jUz reAch hoMe... hEHe....

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 21, 2003|

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Monday, May 19, 2003

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dear diARY~ hAIz toDay i daMn fREak up~! i nEVer no tiME TO dO e.maTh b4 lOR aND tAt fReakIng pApeR is frEakiN diFfcULt loR... cAN u beLieVE i noE hOW to do a.mATh mORe dEN e.mAth dEN fuCk lOR... how caN i fAIL e.mAth And pASs a.MAth.. hAIz deN irriTated LOR~! 3 quEStioN neVEr dO lor... gOT 11 questiON i 4 nEVer do liaO~!!!! idioT~! tAT nOah oSO loR stiLL wANa igNOre mE~~ thOU hE sAY nEVer lA.. bUT whO caRes~ hAi gONna gET baCk mY lifE sOOn~! hAHA wEd gOT ouT witH joYCe aNd cINdy plAy tILL shUang dEN thUr goIng ouT wiTH yQ aND waTch whIte rOOM dEN fRIday gOT sING kTv dEN SAt gO jUroNg plaY tHE watER~ sHiOK... hAIZ bUT stILL goT eXAm tILL wEd.. sIAn lOR.. dEN aLL thE paPEr i tOOK iS liKE dAMN freAKin diFFcuLT lOr.. hAIz guESs aftER i stUDy fOR mY cHI o'S muSt rEaLLy sTaRt stuDy 4 pREliM liAO thINK i tOO slacK liaO.. tmL stiLL got biO anD chI PapER.. bUT aT leAst tHE exAM goNNa bE oVER sOOn~ aNd mY hp goNNa bE bACk sOOn~! shiOk~! bUT mY resuLT suX~! hAI sIAn~!

[ V O N ] |Monday, May 19, 2003|

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Saturday, May 17, 2003

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dEAr diARY~! IN tHe Mid Of exAM~~! hAHa bUt stILL cOMe ONLINe.. SO fREAK~! i fINd ouT taT ONe qUestIOn iN my a.MAth pAPer i fROgeT thE foRmULA~! sHIT LA~! HAIz.. tHinK tIS tIME i sURE dO baDLy fOR mY wHOLe eXAM.. hAI reALLi aFtER exAM dEN mUZ jIa YOu fOR o'S liAO... hAIZ...dUnno Leh stILL goT sEe daY oF mAIn pAPer.. hOpe At lEAst cAN dO weLL in soME...

[ V O N ] |Saturday, May 17, 2003|

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Saturday, May 10, 2003

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yOZ~! dEAr dIAry~! toDAy at LEast compleTed 2 e.maTh pAPer bUT stILL liKE vERI litTLe.. tOniGht MUst buRN mIdnight oIL lE~!! hAIz i vERI swAY lO.. LASt tIME lOSt mY a.mATh bOOk dEN noW lOSe mY e.mATH bOOk.. soMemoRE iSh i loSt it oN thUr dEN todAY dEN i fOUnd OUT.. haIz nVm i sWAy ~!! hAHA toDAy fInaLLY boUGht my bAG..$29.90 siA aFtER TAt bAg i iMMediAteLy aNNounCE bANkruPt.. dEN ish likE joYce actuALLY wanNA lEND mE hER onLI 2 dOLLar cOz i nEEd paY fOR mY moTHEr dAY cAKE buT iN thE enD i sTIL goT coIN.. thInk sHE vERI nICE tODAy.. sO tOUcH~!dEN toDAy whEn hEEren with JOyce aND wAN jui .. haHa 2 daY oSO gO tHEre.. deN lAteR weNt heArtlAnd sTudy WIth pEARly aNd wan juI lO.. hAHa actUALLy wanNA wAtcH x-meN bUT wanJui NO monEY.. hAHa rEALLI hor mY exAM likE no exAM liKe tAt.. hAHa nvM wE shALL sEe hoW kiND of reSuLT i pROduCe lAter.. BUT i stILL veRi iRRtaTEd lOr.. aT eXAM perioD loSE mY e.maTH tEXtbOoK~!~!~!~

[ V O N ] |Saturday, May 10, 2003|

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Friday, May 09, 2003

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As I look out at the majestic sea,
I know you and I were meant to be.
I only wish I could make you see
how much your love means to me.
I wish I could walk up to you
and speak the words that lovers do.
But now I sit here sad and blue
wishing that I could be with you.
have you wanted them so badly
that your heart would start to bleed
have you tried to say I love you
yet a voice would not proceed

don't lend your heart to love dear friend
let your tears fall like the rain
a healing heart will break again
and sadness will remain




[ V O N ] |Friday, May 09, 2003|

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~I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak, than a heart that cannot love.
~If you are cold at night, let the promise of my love cover you like a warm blanket.
~Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult. Yet strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go.
~Love is hard to get into, but harder to get out of.
~No guy is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.
~Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away And all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then in silence, I can only hope, my eyes will speak my heart.
~The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.
~To love without expected return on my investment frees me to love with purity of heart, mind and soul...I am not distracted by selfish motive or disappointed by insensitivity.... I am free to love... just love.
~Truly love you endlessly. Every day without you is like a book without pages. I love you, I will always do, for the rest of our earthly and heavenly life.
~You are the answer to every prayer I've said. I couldn't have made you more perfect if I tried. You have become a thief and stolen my heart. Please don't be a vandal and break it.

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 09, 2003|

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dIE~!!! alOt of PPL caN sEE my eyE bAG~!!!!!! sO ugLY~!!

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 09, 2003|

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heLLo dEAr diArY.. aIyo sO tired toDAy AcTUally WAna stuDY noW bUT i gUEss duN nEEd tO stUdy lE coz i fREakIn tirEd guEss gonNa faLL asLeEP anY mOmeNt.. sO gUEss tOnighT dEN chiOng sTUDy IS oFf~hAiZ duNNO whEtHEr wiLL do wEll foR mY eNglisH coMPo anOT~ hAIz bUt cHI iS cONfirM cAN pass bUt aimIng fOr A1.. sO duNO whEthER caN anoT oSo.. hAha toDay aFter eXam weNT toWN wiTh wAN juI anD pEaRLy .. aCtuALLy wanA gEt pREseNT for joNathAn bUT dEciDed nOT tO buY toDay cOZ no $$ hAHa foRgoTTen to taKE $$ fROM mumMy toDAy~! sO weNt tO taKE nEo pRInT hEEreN.. hAha tAT wAN jUI la.. nEver hOW pREss deN WE hAven't dEcoRatE FINsIH deN eND liaO dEN peaRLy fORce uS to retaKE~!!! hAIz... wAstE $$ hAHa.. dEN aFTer rUSh tO tuItioN lOr... hAIz.. dEN mY gaY englIsh IS sICk todAY sO lEt us oFF eArliER dEN ciNDy suGgested to GO buRger kING mAKan~! hAHa deN sAW ONE yaNDao tHere.. hAHa wE daMN thRow faCE lOr.. chOOSe thE sEAt diRectLy oPPosiTE him.. dEN iSH liKE i aND jOYce toU kAN tAt tIme swaY swaY hE wAs loOKin aT OUR diRectioN dEN we kEEp sAYinG hE cAUght uS liAO.. hEY nOT ciNdy dUN waN sEe iS cOz she sittiNg oPPOsiTE dirEctiON sO onLI sEE thE refLectioN.. hAHa sO duN thiNK shE sO iNnocENt aRH~! hAHaha dEN ish Like guEss hE aLSo noE wE loOkin at hiM cOz hE kePt lOokIN at uS deN caUght uS looKin at him.. dEN whEN i PEi thEY aLL gO iNtercHAnGE hE AlsO ThERe.. hAHa sO fUNNy.. dEN jOYce cHase tHE bus anD afTer dEN fa siAn thE bUS iS noT gOing oFF.. hAHa deN weNt yamAha lOR.. dEN noW hERe i aM so fREakIN wORn OUT~!~ sOb thINk toniTE cAN't STudy le.. tML goNNA go buY nEW bAG~ yESH~! hAHA i reALLi soundEd liKE no exAM hoR sO reLax riTE? hAIz cONfirM faIL liAO~! soBsOB~!!~!~

[ V O N ] |Friday, May 09, 2003|

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Thursday, May 08, 2003

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THE HARDEST I EVER HAD TO DO IS TO TURN AROUND AND WALK AWAY PRETENDING THAT I DUN LOVE YOU~!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, May 08, 2003|

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heLLO deAR diARY~ hAHa tML i wILL bE haVing mY laNguaGe pAPer ... fEeliNg abIt nErvoUs bUT duNno wHY hEre i aM stILL oNliNE? cONtradiCtINg riTE? dEAr gOD: hOPe tAT u wOULd pASs mE tmL aNd reMemBer ALL thE poINt i haD stUDiEd sO fAr.. giVE mE a pIeCE oF clEAr mINd aNd moSt of ALL cONfideNce iN mYseLf... aMen~! yUP todaY whEN burGer kINg to stUDy aS uSuAL~ buT beFORe tAt weNt to eAt buDDY mEAL~! wITh eLIz, waNjui anD pEARLy~ wHAHa reLIevE sTReSS~caN't waIT fOR mY exAM to bE ovER.. hEY guESs waD? hAHa oN thE 22th Of mAy i dUN haVe anY paPEr guESs tAT wAs faNtastIC~! at lEAst thERe wiLL bE a loWER cHAnce OF faILinG anY paPEr coZ 22th iS a baD daY foR me evERy moNth~ *gRIn* bOught a mOthER's dAY caKe fOR mY mUm tOO.. =)
yuP todAY gOnNA pOst tHE bReakIng poiNt Of a reLatIOnshiP iN mY bLog... tIs iNClUde.. botH partnErs wERe uNabLE tO exPResS oUt thEiR tHOughT easiLy, pArenTaL objEctIOn, qUaRreL aNd aRguEmenT, ovERdEpeNdeNt on eAch othER, InseNsItiVE to tHE otHEr pArtnER nEeds, bORedom, mOody behAvioUR
wHAt mAkeS a rElatiONshiP grOws: mAKinG suRE u aLWays loOK YOUr bESt, beIng aBLe tO hAve FUN tOgetHEr, gEttINg oN witH eAch OTheR frIEnDs, tRustIng eaCH oTHer, toLeratiING eAch otHEr's IrritaTIng HAbIts, eAch goINg OUT on uR Own sOMetIMEs aND NOt trYiNG to cONtrol one ANOthER..
haHa fEel weIRd aND thINKing aboUT wHy aM i wrItiNG aLL thOSe stuFF? hAHa cOZ IS soMEoNE aSKED mE wrITE wAN la.. anYway thINK gTg SOOn.. tML goT exMA soMEmorE.. tAKe cAre fREZ~

[ V O N ] |Thursday, May 08, 2003|

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Wednesday, May 07, 2003

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heLLO dEar diARy~ yuP juSt fInsIH tYpINg mY ProjEct aFter i caME hoMe fROm bUrGEr kING~ hAHa hAIz aCtuaLLY toDAY i aM feELing bEtteR lE.. haha fInsiH aLL mY hOmEwoRk lE.. tOnIGht thInk sO gO stUDy aBIt oF mAth.. hAHa actUaLLY toDAY suPPOse tO gO OUT wITh JOYce, peaRLy aNd liNA tO buGis wAN bUT deN dEciDed tO sTUdy thE lAst MIn cOZ i aLReaDY brINg thE tExTbOOk lE sO duN wAste lOR.. hAHa u nOE wAD? hAHa todAY whEn i waS waLKing hOmE, i saNg tHE soNg hAO xINg feN shOU.. dEN isH liKE thINk oF a lOt OF thINg lO.. hAHaa.. iSh liKE lASt TiME i rEad tHE sENtencE ( hAve u eVer trIEd sittINg bEsiDe thE oNe u loVe aND knOW thAt u wiLL nEver hAvE thEM?) thE fIRst tHOughT taT cAME INto mY mINd wAS laME.. cOZ iSH liKE i fEEl tAT iF u lOve soMeONe, dEN u shOUld at lEast teLL thEm.. haIz but tIS feW daYS i sEe aLOt Of pPl aRd mE hAvinG tiS pRobLem tOO.. hAHa acTuaLLy waNted to tELL thEM liKe iT o lEveL tiS yr deN ish liKE stUdy cOMe fiRst dEn LOve bUT dEN i NOe iSH vERI diFFicuLt to coNtrol~ sO i shuT Up liAO~ aND iSH liKE i feEl tAT iN a rElatiOnshiP u shOUld bE pUt 100% oF yOUr lOVE intO iT cOZ isH liKe at thE enD is eItheR taT pErSON hURT u oR u hUrt tAT pERsoN.. aND no oNEs waNs to geT hURt riTE? sO i feEL tAt NO mATTer hoW mUch u lOVe tAt pERsoN.. dUn put iN 100% eFforT~! hAHA bUT i nOE iS veRi diFfcuLt.. liKE mE.. i cOUldn't dO iT! iN the past.. i dUn pUt 100% eFfort iN loVe.. sO thE bReak up blOW to mE iS nOT veRI gREat.. bUT sINce lASt yR aRd thE hOLiday.. i BEgiNnINg tO put iN 100% eFfoRt bUT it wAs tOO lAte..aNd i nEVer treASURE tHE oNe I lOVe iN thE pAst AND mAde thEM thINK tAT i dUN cARe abOUT thEM.. bUT tiLL nOW i noE i wiLL stiLL PUt iN 100% eFForT bUT i dUN waN~ hAIz.. i DUn waN tO gEt huRT aGAin.. hAIz.. thInk tHe mORe u wANNA hoLd oN thE a pErson thE moRE thE peRSon wiLL fly aWAY.. gUESs mUz uSE cIndy mEthod.. sTUdy is The mOst iMportANt thINg.. thOU i noE iS vERI diFFicult tO achIevE cOZ IN this woRld theRe iS a lOT oF teMpTatiOn.. buT tO me.. tHErE is onLI ONe pRincIplE IN mY hEArt : i wiLL nEver fORce thE oNE i lOVE tO dO anytHIng agaINst hIS wiLL.. i wILL REspect hIs dEciSIOn alWayS... anD oF cOZ i wiLL alSO stUdy hARd aNd thRash thE o'S leVel paPEr uPsiDE dOWn~ =) .. bYEbyE dIARy i goT to go liAO... mUAcK~!

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, May 07, 2003|

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Tuesday, May 06, 2003

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hAIz dEAr dIaRY~!! sOBsOB /Me hEartbROken liaOZ~ hAIZ sOMetiME a wORd fROm thE perSOn u tREasURe tHE moSt reALLi mAKe a dIFF tO uR liFE~! sOB~! anYway wHY i react liKE TAt aRH? hAIZ~ nVM~ liFE sUCK~!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, May 06, 2003|

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heLLO dEAr diARY~! tODAy gOT pRActiCAL eXAm aND a.mATH tEST~ hAHA actuALLy qUITE sHUN li~ dEn whEN tO taKE nEOprINT~! HAHa caN u beLIeve tAt i wAs sO brOke~ MY waLLEt oNLi leFT $6 wHEn i gOT hoME~! hAIz nEveR sO brOKe befORE~ hAIz i tHINk i diE liaO~! dEN isH liKE exAM drawIng nEAR~ dEN i lIKE verI slAcK eaCh dAY~ haIZ sTresS tiLL duN wan dO anYtHinG~ deN mY eYE bAg oSO liKE coMIng OUT liAO sO uGLY~!~!~ hAIZ jUZ noW oNLinE aCtuALLy wANA mSG gaB aSK hIm soMethiNg bUT dEN i rEcoNnECt TAt tIMe hE gO liaO~ haHA noT fATeD~! hAHa anYwAY acUTally Tat qUestioN aSk OR dUN asK osO mAKe no diFf.. HAHa aNYway mY exAM iS cOMing aND i AM dYIng~! wAH cAN u beLieVe iT tIS fEw dAY i liKe neVer toK aBOUt lovE lOve stuFF~ hAHa anYway jUst upDAte mY wEb jUZ nOW~ fReE gO SEe~ hAHA aCtuALLy i THInk hoR iF u wANNA gET iNTO a reaL relatioNshiP.. get aTTacH wHEn u Are iN sec 3, sec 4 IS sTardeE aNd eNJoy sCH dAYs.. bOYfReZ abIT mAfaN~ bUT i nEVer saY caNNOt hAVe crUSh LA.. HAHa .. YA lor.. mUz tREasUre lASt yR sCH lifE~ hAHa .. eRM lEt mE thINK oF WAd sHOuld i saY~ < IN a reLatioNshiP, dUn sAY TAt pERsoN dUn loVE YOu.. bUt iSH jUZ becOZ oNe loVe toO muCH aND tHE anOthEr oNe loVE toO litTLE> HAHa NOW i saY dun gET aTtacH bUT u saY i cAN tahAn tILL whEN k? hAHA bUT gUESs mAybe qUITe awHILe ~ eRm.. hOPe aLL thE LovER arD mE wiLL trEasuRE thEIr pArtnER~!

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Monday, May 05, 2003

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heLLo dIArY~ hAIz tODay i vERI sTreSS~~ hAIz fINally fEeL thE sTreSSneSS... HaIZ mY reSuLt likE sO sUXy~ hAiz COnfirm canNOt pAss eVErytHIng.. HAiz likE leT tAT peRsOn wHU pROmIse tO giVe mE pREseNT iF i Pass aLL dOWn~ hAIz dIe liAO lA~! sObsOB HAIz hOW diARY i vERI sTrEss~!!!! hOw how hOW~ haHA gUESs iF dUn hAvE thE pREseNT i wUn evEN bE sTreSs.. HAHa bUt oF cOz nOT tAT pERsoN faULt lA~! hAIz hOW~! tML i gOT a.mATh aND pRActiCAL eXAM.. hAIz deN i liKe nEVer stUDy cOZ reaLLI veRI sTREss nOthing gO iN~!! sOBsOB hoW?? hAIZ dEN tODAY cOMe oNLIne actuALLY wanNA INd tAt PeRson buT hE noT Online~!!! hAIZ hOW~!!!!!! sObsOB~! mUst paSS eVErytHING~!! dEN i teLL mY lIz wHY i nEEd tO paSS eVErythIng tHE reasOn dEN sHE nEARly faiNT~! hAHa.. tODay weNT mAc to maKan afTer oRAL.. hAIz tHINK mY chi oRAL oSO liKE kNS.. DUnnO waD i TOKkINg aLso.. cAN u imagINe i sPoke bROken chINeSE? hAIZ~!

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Thursday, May 01, 2003

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heLLo dEAr diARY~ hAHA i fORget tO teLL u aLL mY wEBBie add.. wHAhaHA... iSH www.geocities.com/fairytale_91/fairytale.html hahA musT go sEe k? dEN shUn biAN gIve mE uR cOmMeNts k? thInk lASt nITE duNNo wHY i veRI sAd .. hAIz coZ AFteR i hEArd tHE haO xINg feN shoU thE sONg dEN I feLT sO depREssEd.. soBSOB... hAIz.. dEar diARy... eXAm coMing Liao.. dEN liKE mY pareNT kEEp sTresSIn mE liKE nobODy bUsiNEss coZ thEY see i liKe sO reLAx.. hAIZ.. dEN tueSdaY i aND joyce wENt to bIShan to wAtCH anGer mAngemENt.. sO fUNny lOR.. hAHa sHhh dUn tELL mY pAPa laTEr i kaNA slaUGhtEr... hAHa dEN likE nobODY waTCHing dEN wE aNyhoW thRow POpcORn.. hAHAHa.. SO fUn... sO lONg neVer sO hAPPy lE.. dEN ytd sAw dEnnIS anD eUNice.. dUnno whY weNT i sAW thEm todaY tAT tiME I nEVer eveN feEL anY hAtred fOr him.. hAIz hE OSo neVer sEe mE la.. ( if not thEY rUN awAY aGAin) dEN i SAw tHEm hOld hAnd.. hAHa sO sWeet Lor.. sEe tHey aLL so lOViNg.. so hAPPy fOR thEM... hAIz hoPE thEy wILL be hAPpy fORevEr.. hAHa duNNO whY whEN i sEe thEM iT remINd mI oF mY pASt... hAIz... thOU i nOE IT wiLL nEver hAPPen noW... hAIz aNYway exAM cOMing le.. duN tHINK so mUCh lE... gOOd nITE dIARy~ hAIZ diARy u Noe wad? haHA i jUZ rEjEct a gUy diRectLY tO hIS fAce.. AHah actUALLy hE noT bAd lOOKiN.. bUT dEN I noT INTereSTed.. haHA cOZ i noT rOse.. HAHa cOZ hiS naME ish jACK~ HAha stILL thINk mY sCHmaTe nUruL mORe YANdaO.. HAHa sHH i nOT lESbiAN~!!!!

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