*~[~MY LIFE~]~*

Monday, March 31, 2003

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yOZ... tODay PEArly anD cINdy cAMe mY HOuse tO dRINk aLCohOL ... HAha at fiRst sAY wanA sTUdy wAN bUt in thE enD dRInk aLCoHOl aND tHRee OF uS LYiNG IN ThE beD.. BUt dEN cINDy got sTUdY la... Haha dEN wE aLL thE fAce aLL likE SO rEd SO fUnnY... deN iSH likE cINDy aND peaRLy dIE oSO dUN wan dRINk THe 8.4% alKalINe.. sO idiOT... deN iN thE enD PEarlY oSO lOst thE gaME dEN gIve up hALF waY den lEFt I anD ciNDY bUT dEN ciNdy drINk mORE dEN mi cOZ i wIN mORe... HAHa dEN wE liKe hArvOc iN mY roOM lOR.. on tEchNO mUsIC aND sINg sONG.. dEN taT pEARLY liKE pig LIke tAt keEP lYINg on My bEd... haHa bUT dEN aFteR tAT goT stUdy aBIt osO lA... hAHA.. noW mY HEad Ish Like SPinNIng liKE mAD~!

[ V O N ] |Monday, March 31, 2003|

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Sunday, March 30, 2003

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yOZ~! toDay fInalLy sNEak oUT oF tHE hOuse... HAha bLuff My MAMa go peI mY fREz cut hair~ dEN go hEArtlanD mALL wALk waLK anD dEN go HOUgaNg mALL plAy pLAy dEN go hOE.. sO shiOK... fInaLLY snEak OUT oF thE hoUSe.. dEN jUZ nOW wAD thE cHAnnel 8 8pm sHOW daMn sWeet lOR... iF IN thE wOrld rEALLI haPPen taT kinD oF relAtIOnshiP hOw nICe wILL iT be..............

[ V O N ] |Sunday, March 30, 2003|

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Saturday, March 29, 2003

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yOz! tHE GreAtEst PAin IN lIFe iSH NOT tO dIE bUT tO bE IgnORE.. tO lOSe thE pErson u lOVe sO mUch to aNOTheR whO dOsen't CAre At aLL... TODay wHOlE dAy staY aT hoMe aNd rOT daMN sIAN sIA... dEN LAter GO mAKan sTeam bOat yUm Yum~ bUT dEN duNNo wHY mY mAMA rEALLi hopELEss waN so sCAre OF sARs.. hAI iF reaLLi nEEd to dIE hoW to avoID osO no USe... hAIz... sOmetiMEs leaDIng a siMPle life wiLL OSO bRIng thE gReatESt jOY TO hUMAn bEInG ... bUT aT lEAst u stILL prEservE feeLing fOR OthERs... IF ONe dAY u dUN eVen wanA tO cARe waD haPPEn TO uR sUrrOundiNG den waD iS thE poiNt oF sUrviVinG?

[ V O N ] |Saturday, March 29, 2003|

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Friday, March 28, 2003

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hi! i daMN fEd UP lO!!! waH kAO tOdAY waKE uP deN mAke mE so duLan~! caLL tAt gAL( dUn NEEd SAY hER nAME!~) dEN fIRst tHIng sHE tELL mE ISh Tat sHE waNNA gO sCh liAOz iSh liKe sHE sUppOse tO mEEt mI gO sCH wan lor.. yTd nITe sO laTe deN go hOME hoW i noE wAd tiMe tO caLL hER rITe? nVM..!! deN lAtEr sUPpoSE tO gO pLAy bOwlINg dEN sHE sAY wad WAN gO dO prOjEct lO! iSH liKe prOject nOT onLI sHE do rITe? nOT saY sHE fRee deN eVErybodY fREe waN lor.. cAN't shE thINk oF anOTher aLternAtiVe? nVM i shALL owN seLF dO!~ dEn ISh liKE asK heR hELp mE kEEp thE kEy fOr a whILe cOZ i goING to sch Liao den tHE gOD puRpOselY wan mE sEe thE sCEne wHEn tHEy retUrn The kEY.. waH lau dAmN feD uP loR! dEN iSH likE pPL oSO gOT aSK wHy sHE nEveR acCOmPanY mE uP lor... buT dEN nVM lOr... sHE is likE tat Wad.. waD caN i dO? WAdeVA~! dEN iSH liKE stILL gO asK PEarlY waD hAPpen? thInk shE hERseLF NOE thE bEST~ tHE ONLi tHINg i reALLi cANNOt taHan ish tAT sHE go aRd teLLing PPL peARLy sEEms tO tREat yVONnE bEtter DEn mE!!! OmG lOr~! kAOz... pLs lOR! eVErytImE wE feEL tAt caN cLOser tHE gaP sHE sURe nOT frEe waN lor... dEN waD sHE expEct uS to do rITE?haI sHE aLWAys likE tAT~! bUT nVM lA... tHINK sHE gOT hER OWn REasON aND i WUN BLAME HER!!! waD sHE waN to do jUZ dO....sHE stILL mY fREz~! i wiLL lET iT PAst!! JUZ wANA veNT mY anGER HERe!

[ V O N ] |Friday, March 28, 2003|

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Thursday, March 27, 2003

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hUmAN OftEN hiDe tHEir lovE bY pUttiNg a sTRONg fRONT~
lOVe nEveR LASt...
sOmetiMes seeINg u tIS waY mAKes mE crY...
hoW i wIsh I cOuld fEEL uR eXiSteNce aGain...
tHOu i noE tAT WE wILL nEver TO liKE tHE PasT anyMORe..
bUT reALLi hOPe tAt oNE dAY, wHEn i waKe uP, i wiLL sEe u aGAin..
jUz HOpe Tat u wiLL uR lifE wiLL bE BEtteR den mIne...
lOVe u alWays~!
tHOu i noE tAt WE wILL nEveR bE tOgeThER..
geTtINg nEar u wiLL onLI lEt mY hEArt acHe eVen morE..
bUT i jUz caN't HElP bUT gEttINg nEar u..
aND lEt u noE taT i wILL alWAys bE thERe...

[ V O N ] |Thursday, March 27, 2003|

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fIRst dAY of hOlidaY.... hAiz aCtuALLy goT hOLiday oso not gOOd cOz cANNOt gO oUt... hAIz.... sIanZ~! aCtUaLLy i feEL tAt iF oNe PErsoN liKe anOTheR pErsoN bUT dUN wAN to teLL tAt pArty isH reALLi verI waStEd... coZ u mIghT noT NOE wHEthER E PERson lOVe u anoT~ waD iF iSh YES? dEn u hAd jUz wAsted a cHanCe likE tat... nO ONe waits 4EVa... whENeVEr sHe/He feELs tiREd oF waItINg .. sHe/hE wiLL giVE uP.. tHe bEst tHIng iSh SEeiNG thE peRsoN hURt hErseLf/hImseLf so muCH AND u cAN't dO anYthINg... aLL oF u cAN pReteNd noThiNG hAD hAPPen.. bUt dEEp insIDe thE hEArt, eVeryTHing hAd hAPPen b4! hAiz... deN isN't iT a wASte? mAybe ISh jUz Tat bOTh oF thEM nEVer tReasUre thE tIMe tHEY hAd ONce beforE OR raTheR it noT imPt tO thEM anYmoRE! reALLi anOT tahAN thOsE wHO gIVe uP tHE lOVE so easiLy.. tIs iS noT wEi dA aT aLL loR!!! hAiz.... sOmetimES wHEn u thInk bacK thE pAst, u oFteN HAte uRselF fOR noT tREasURINg tHE tImes sO mUch... bUt wHO wILL eVer tREasURe iT b4.. HAIz gUEss nONe thE hUman wiLL.... bUt iF ONe dAY, if one dAY u nOe tHE PErson u reALLI waItiNG fOR lEave u nOt bEcaUSe tHE eXisteNCe oF lOVe bUT jUZ waNa gIVe u spAce? iSn't Tat veRI UnfaIr tO u? u waNted SO mUch to bE wIth hIm/HEr bUT beCaUSe OF tHIs u gAve uP thE lOVe aND meMORiES? hAIz TAt'S wORst dEN waR~!

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Wednesday, March 26, 2003

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trUE lOVE iS wHEN u hAVe tO waTch a lEave, wIth THe kNoWlEdge Tat u mIght nevEr sEe tHEm aGaiN. bUt iN uR hEArt u nOE tAt hE'll alWays bE fOUnd~!
sOme peoPle saY TAt WHeN u Are IN lOVE u mUst hoLd HaNds. bUt WHen It's TRuE lOVE, u duN nEEd to bEcaUse U jUZ nOe TAt tHE otHEr hAnD wiLL alWAYs BE tHEre~!
yoZ.. tODay i jUZ hEArd a qUestiOn tAT wAS beINg asK... tHEy sAY fREz aRe aLL aLong Us, BUt wHU iS thE one taT wiLL alWAys bE aRd u whEN u r reALLi IN nEEd? hAIz after tAt qUEStioN, i tHInk i reALLi veRI sI beY.. cOZ i tHInk tat wHEn i in tHe nEEd, i dun thINK aNIonE wiLL aPpEAr... lAsT tiMe mAybe stILL gOT sOME .. bUT nOw i tHInk iS noNe.. hAI mAYbe mY atTituDE cOZ tIS tO hAPPen.. buT gUEss i cAN't reALLi dO mUCh.. i Dun wAN to sAY anythING mUCh tO mY cLIqUE cOZ i THInk iS nOT rEALl uSEfuL~ hAIz nEver jUz trEAsuRE thE tIME wE hAd IF ONe dAY sOMethING reALi hAPpen ANd i noE tHEy wUn bE tHERe 4 MI.. dEN i jUZ hAd tO lEt GO~! yup aNywaY tOdAY whEN j8 with dEliA, eVon, pearLy, cINdy aND taKE nEOprint! haIz sPEnt MOneY aGAIN sO iDIotIc!!!! hAHA.. bUt qUITe fUn LA... hAHa 2 dAYs agO jUZ sAY tAT sCH gOnNA stOP duE to sARs aND nOw reALLI stoP 4 qUITe a LoNg tIMe!! so shIOK!!!! hAHAA...

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, March 26, 2003|

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Tuesday, March 25, 2003

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yOZ... tODay gOT chi tesT bUT gOT twO quEStioN dUNnO hOW to do gueSs tIs tiME WUn scORe liaO.. hAHA tHE pREvious tESt REALLi cOUldn't BelIEve Tat i scORe 47 oUt OF 50~! iS likE sO amazINg.. HAHa tODAY sO tIRed deN ZZ in cLAss BUt tAt stUPid eliZabetH dUN lET mi Zz kEEp teLLing mE abOut hER loVE pRob... hAHa aCtuALLY somethING reALLI iSH fAted wan... she anD hER bOyfREz goT AttacH on tHE 22nD aND LASt tIMe i and Gab aNNivERsaRY oSO oN thE 22nD dEN wE bROke ON ThE 24tH aND Ytd sHE jUZ brOKe wITh bOYfREz ... wHIch iS alsO ON thE 24th... tAt whY wE wAS liKE sAYing aND sAYIng ... iS taT reALLI fATE?

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, March 25, 2003|

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wHAt iS a flOWEr?
sOMethINg tHAt bOOm aND fade..
deN lOVe iSH a flOwer!

wHAt iS lOVe?
sOMethiNG tHAt blOOm anD fAde aFter soMEtiME...
makINg u feEL hUrt wHen iT enDed eVErytIme...

hOW i wiSH time cOUld sTAnd stILL...
wHEN u ANd mE Are stILL iN THe saME wORld...
siTtiNg sIDe by siDE nEAr thE PLacid rIVer...
lisTenINg to eacH otHEr's hOpe toGethER
i thoUGht thE lOVe 4 uS wiLL be fORevER~

bUt noW, liStenINg tO yOUR vOICe mAKes mE sHIveR...
tHE cONtinOUs drIftiNG bTw OUr gaPs mAKes mE wONder...
HOW i hOPe i cOUld dISapPEar foReVEr...

wHY diD gOD mAKe uS knEw eAch otHEr?
fOR wHY caN't hE TReat Us bETTEr?
i reALLI dUN wan To FeEL hURt anY lONGeR...
nEver 4GEt thE tIME wE're tOGethEr...
hoPE u aRE mINe fOreVER~

toDAy, i wILL kILL mYseLF~
toDAY, i wiLL stOP breathINg
anD tODay, mY heArt wiLL stoP beATing!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, March 25, 2003|

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Saturday, March 22, 2003

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bOo~! jUz bACk fROm cAMP tODAy... wAH sO tIreD lo.. tHOu i Not thE ONe bEen tORtuREd bUT stILL veRI tiREd oF sCOLdiNg.. hAHa acTuaLLY 1st dAy DIdn't sColD thEm mUcH deN isH likE thE EX-senioR sAiD we tOO lENIEnt dEN wan uS tO bE mORE fiRm deN in The eND tHInk wE sCOldEd them TILL sOME oF thEM cRied... hAIz bUt SEe tHEm dO PUnIShmENt wE alSO muZ dO togeTHER sOO tIRed gOT mUscLE achE lor cOZ tAT stuPId tEAceHR thiNK likE tAt dEN iSH can faIR~! Ya HAIz buT acTuALLy qUIte fUN alsO .. nEVEr slEep mUCh bUT gOT lOT oF mEMorIEs.. dEN goT oNe sEC ONe gaL caLL jOanNE liM thINK sHE reALLi nICe aS iN sHE reALLI caN endURe wITh aLL oUR scOldiNg aND pUNIshMent... ooPZ tHINK bETTer stoP~~ hAHA.. deN toDAY gOT sPOT chECk fOR loST mOneY bUT deN IN thE enD thE teaCEhr foUnd OUT taT wE gOt hP den kANa cONFisCAtEd lor... hAIz stILL canNOt beLIEve tAT mY hp iSH gOne... haIZ bUT gUESs i Had nO cHOIce oSO sO it Means tAT mY mUM dUN nEEd to cONFisCate mY pHOne liaO cOZ iT aLREady wITh thE scH... haHA.. dEN aftER taT whEN to cHangI viLLagE thE fAirYlaNE cHAlet!! hAHA i LSOe mY waY lor... hAIz lUckily goT bOLLOwed PHOnE cARd wITh mY jUNiOR den caLL my fREz tO piCK mE uP.. sOMemoRE i SO tIREd loR.. hAIz nEARly go hOMe whEN i lOSt mY waY.. dEN iSH liKe wE wERe pLAyiNG uNO anD dAidEE wiTh thE frIEnDs lor.. dEN ONe oF tHE fREz caME in den ish likE hE LooK so cUTE lor.... HAHAHa tHINk hE cALLEd aLAn .. yA dEN aT fIRst i PLAy cARd wiTH hIM den he LikE verI nERvoUS dEN liKE nEveR taLk mUch bUT deN afTEr TAt He likE kEEp PLAyING wiTH mE deN stILL plaY thE haO xIN fEN shUO e soNG.. sO nICE~ deN oNE moRE fREz daMN sISsy aND sAcarStiC tO nOAh anD alL of thEM bUT dEN ish LikE so fUNNY.. deN whO loSt thE gaME nEED to dO PUsh up dEN nOAh hELped mE do whEN i loSt lOr.. sO niCE riTE~~ hAHA den isH likE tHEY aLL kEEP eaTINg tHE cHOcoLAte eVOn gAVE mE... esPEciAlLy alan, stILL uSe thE tHINg anD hiT PPl coz hE lOSt.. eVOn sORRy aRH uR chOcolATE.. nOT i asK thEm TO eAT iSH liKE thEY tOO aUTomATiC aRH .. eSpecIALLy aLAn arH... hAHA bUT gUESs thE gUY reALLi likE thE cHOcoLAte alOt cOZ thEY eaT oveR anD oEVer aGAIn.. HAHa nExtTIMe u NOE hoW to kEEp a gUY apPetiTe liAO rITE? whAHa den hE toU kaN mY caRd anD i tuo kAN hIS cArd oSO.. hAHA sO niCE rITE.. bUT den The gaLs thERe aLL likE dUNNO hoW to plAY daIDee so ish liKE onE gaL versUs 5 gUY? bUT deN iSH daMN fUnny cOZ thEy likE veRI taLKatiVE anD 38 shO isH liKE WE hAD A gREat tIMe.. hAHa deN ish LikE aCTuaLLY i suPPOSe to go hOMe aRd 5 PLus lOR.. deN nOAh senD mI hoME deN alAN waN to folLOw hAHA den laTEr hE likE nAg nAG nAG mE noT to go HoME sO eaRLY... sO iN the enD i GO bacK the chaLET agAIn... hAHA yA... den hE realLI verI cUTE lOR .. noT bAD looKing OSO... UnATtacHed...( wAD i thINKing arH?) HAHa bUT reALLI fuN wITh hIM...dEN whEN i rEALLi waN To GO hOMe tAT tIME hE likE bEG mE to plAY aGAiN gaME fiRst.. tHINK likE so fUN.. vERI lONg nEver enJOY mYself SO mUch liAO.. iSH liKE can sEe wHen tHEY nEEd to dRaw cARd 4 UNO tAT tIME theIR exPREssiON wAs reALLI fuNNy.. sOMemoRE thEY verI friENdlY lor.. likE jUZ noE mE den likE jOKe wiTH mi so mUch.. hAHa dEN aFter tAT alAN oSO vOluNTeer tO waLK mE OUT thE chAlet WITh nOAH~ hAHA so sWeEt.. hAHA bUT gUESs wUN SEe hIM aGAin liAOz....cRUsh aGAin.. hAHa bUT guesS tHEY hAvING a gREat tiME aT chAlet nOw.. REgREttiNG nEver sTAy .. bUT toO tIRed liAO so gUESs nEEd tO gO hoME lor.. Ya... BUT hAve a GReat tiME oVeraLL .. reaLLI... excePt 4 tHE cONfIScatiON oF hP!!!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, March 22, 2003|

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Tuesday, March 18, 2003

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YoZ~! TodAY WHeN TO CUt HaiR... SHiOK~ $21 SIa But GuesS It THe LasT TimE I GOnA CuT HaIR LiaO.. HAhA Den AfTER Tat WeNt SwIMMinG.. HahA TaT JoyCE ArH NaUGhtY Gal KicK onE unCLE NOse TIll BleED Den KanA LeCTure!!HAha damN fUNny~!dEN tOday weNT hoME tAT tIMe sAW One bIG bIG dOg.. dEN i qUIckly cRoSs thE rOAd iN oRder tO siAm tHE dOG... dEN lATer i crOss bAck tHE rOAd cOz nEEd tO gO hoMe.. dEn sEe tWO bIG dOG aGAin den i cORss aGain dEN crOss bACk aGaIN.. aiYO den sO mANy Ppl sEe tOT i sIao.. dEn waLk thE staiR tAT tIMe i nEARLy fEll dOwN so swAY rITE... hAiz.. dEn tOdaY teACh pearlY swimminG reALLI mAKe mI vOmiT blOod lor.. HAhA sHE hERseLF noE whY arH... HAha cAMp sTarTinG sOOn liaoz.. HAiz.. aCtuALLy DUn feEl likE gOIng cAMp waN so SiAN.. BUt i tHINk TaT the bEst waY tO bE iSolAted tO evERyONe..hAiz sOMemoRE gO tHere sCOLd PPl noT gOOD mA? dEN bRIng anYthiNG u WAn cOZ wE ONLI nEEd tO scOLd nOT liKE thE jUNiOR!! sO sHioK rITE? hAIZ... BEst Frez noT i aNGry wITh u bUT tHInK taT u aLWayS dO thinG dUN cAre ABOUT uR bESt FrenZ feELing.. i mEAN noT U hUrt mE la BUT iSh HOW i fEEl whEn u dO sOMEthING.... PPL reAdiNG dUN thiNK Ish mY bEz fREz hURt mE buT Ish sOMebODy eLse... yA... tAt's all...

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, March 18, 2003|

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Saturday, March 15, 2003

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yOZ~ baCK.. wAH lAU today mY DAY rEALLi sUX liKE hEll lOR.. kNN!!! hAIz tHOu sT joHn wON cHAmPiON fOr fIRst aID cOMpetitiON!! quiTE PrOUd oF tHEm lA.. bUT thE reSt liKE sUx tILL sHIT!!! kAO aCtuaLLy sUpPoSE tO mEET nOAh fOR dINNer waN loR den In THe eND thE fREakINg thING enD laTe dEN mAKe hIM cOme sONewHEre nEAr mY hoUSE den iN thE enD mY MOther waNA mE bE hOMe eaRLy dEN LEt hIM plANE.. daMN fREak oFF bY mY mOTHEr lOR!!!! kNN!!! dEN cOME hoME i reALLI shOW tHEm blaCK FAce lOR!!!! kNN!! dEN nVM .. COMe ONLIne deN rEAd peARly bLOg fREak mE eVEn MORE!!!! KAO... wAD i sTILL lIKe hIM??? pLS lOR~~~ hAIz sAY sO manY tiME liaO stILL duN bELievE mE... jUZ cOZ i dUn WAN tO chOOse tO stANd bY aNY sIDe dEN i seLFish....!!! kAOZ waN mE tO fIND a sTeaD dEN u aLL beLIeVE mE iZZIt... aLWAys likE taT wan Lor... cAN't U aLL jUZ gIVE mE sOME pEAce????? mY liFE aLREadY sUCK liKE HELL liaO lOR... dUn nEEd acT mORe tO iT lor...!!! fORgeT iT lAH~! aNYwaY u aLL oSO wON't bELIeVe mE!!!!!!!!!!! BUt aNYwaY at least u aLL nEVEr bLAMe mE~ sO iSh NOT sO bAD aFteR aLL bUT cAN't u ALL jUZ bELievE Me fOR ONCe... IT TAt reALLI tAT u aLL cAN't TRuST wAD eVer i saY?????????

[ V O N ] |Saturday, March 15, 2003|

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Friday, March 14, 2003

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fINal cOncULsIOn
jUz back FroM yaMaha... hAIz tOdaY mY dAY reALLI sUX... nEARly leT gO oF oNE fRieNDshIP too... hAIz wHEn i told mY mUm Tat i ONLy pAss tWO.. sHE hEArd it AS i oNLi fAIL 2 dEN whEn i toLd hER aGain... sHE wAS sPeeCHless.. hAiz... LUCkily mY tEachER dIDn't sAY mY bAd WORd eXcept tAt i veRI playFUl.. dEN isH like mY L1R5 LikE veRI niCE lOr... haix.. bUT deN dUNno wHY mY mA still lEt me gO out BUt dEN sHE sAY aNd hOME deN thINk.. dEN caLL mE to sTand Up fROM fALL... DEn MY daD oSO nEVer sCOld mE... hAIZ.... sUDdeNly tHInk tHEY veRI niCE .. gUESs mId-yR i beTTer sCOre weLL.. hAIz bUT thE thINg i neED to giVE up ON iS mY hp aND FREedOm.. hAIZ.. bUT lUckY now stILL goT mY hP lA... hAIz dEN tODAY weNT tO plAY pOOl.. hAIz bUT dIDn't enJOY mYseLf... kRYstEL: UR skILL imProvE alOT sIA... hAHa dEN iSH liKE nOah siCk toDAy sO hE gO oFf fiRst lor (acTuaLLy iSh i cALLed hIM to go hOMe... =p) dEN laTEr i aNd kRysteL weNt to mEEt yQ aND JOShUA aT MONsTErcUE frOm pOOl gaMe.. dEN tAT yQ tHInk hE tODAy quITE nICE.. kEEp giVing mE chANce tO bEat hiM In thE gaME.. aND oF cOZ i dID WON iN thE enD la.. bUT dEN ish LikE HE rANg mE Win dE.. bUt deN i oSO nOT hAPPY.. hAIZ.... bUT deN FEel mUCh BEttER aFTer pLAYiNG poOL wITh mY fREZ~!

[ V O N ] |Friday, March 14, 2003|

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Thursday, March 13, 2003

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tHe nIte beFOre dYing...
yOz.... HAhAHa tODay aT lEAst GOt tO eNJOy mYseLF beFOre tmL... hAHa tHOse YOUnGEr dEN mE dUN jEAlous wOR.. tML i nINE plUS aM RElEAse liAO bUt dEn lyk aLSo veRI bad cOz nEEd tO mEEt thE pArent.. HAHa BUT i aLreADY asK my MAma noT tO wEAr sO nICE thE cLOThe liAO ... cOZ mY reSult oSO nOT sO NICE... hAHAHa... mY PArenT daNcINg cHAcHA IN thE livINg ROom.. sO cUTe.. dUnnO whY sUDdenLy tHIs Yr tHEy so enThu.. HAHa bUt tHINK better deN dUN HaVe mUch tiME tO sCOld ME... bUt liKE taT OSo nOT gOOD.. cOz i cOnfIRm sLacK... aNd gAbrIEl tEO... dUn cUrse mE go iTE k!!! i kiLL u aRH!!! hAHa tML goNNA gO PLAy poOL thE whoLE dAY.. wAHHAa bUT thInK aFteR taT cONfiRM kANA sCOldING wHEn bACk HOME.. toDAy wENt to Da PA YAo wITh JOYce aND peaRLy.. HAHa tOk alOT of NONseNsE whEn wE eAtinG at tHE fOOD cOURt.. u aLL waN to nOE? haHA dUN teLL u aLL leh... bLEah!!! =p

[ V O N ] |Thursday, March 13, 2003|

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Wednesday, March 12, 2003

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2 DAyS bEfoRE dYIng....
hELLo.. hAHa tOday is tOu tOu cOme oNlinE waN.. pArenT noT At hOMe shiOK! hAIz shiT lA eVeryDAy oSO gOT tEacHEr cALL anD cOMpLAiN aBOut mE!!ASShOLe! TAt sTUpid MrS tAy sCOld mE liAO stILL wanA cALL mY dAd aND cOMplAIn sUCh a bItcH! wANA fInd rEasoN aND sEduCE mY DAd iZzit? HAha =X! HAIz FRidAY cOMiN SOon tHINK i GOnna diE sOOn!!! shIT shIT sHIT! HAIz REsUlt cOMINg oUT... MAchIam NOt cALL REsuLT sO louSy!! hAIz i stiLL cAN gO plAY poOl hoR? /Me wIn liAO... CHamPioN oF 2003 dUn nEEd aNy cOmpetitioN OSO cAN SEE!!! wAHHAAHA pErfeCt WInnER!! hAIZ ... LIFe SUCk!!!!!!!!! HAIz.... tHInk I reALLi cAN fAIL MY o'lEveL!! hAHAHA deN cAN go diE LiaOZ... MY mA aND DAd sURe sTaRvE mE to DeaTH!! hAHAHAHAAaa!! hAIz... dUn nEed tELL mI sTUDy LE... cOnFirM oSO fAiL.. hAIz mARch HOliday EVen worSE... nOT oNE dAY avAiLabLe!!! shIOK!!! /mE qUalIfiEd 4 iTE !!! hAHAHa bY thE tiME open ONE paRtY 4 ME to ceLEbrAte k!!! wHAHAHAa vON The gREAt shALL eND oFF heRe!!

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, March 12, 2003|

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Tuesday, March 11, 2003

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yOz! tODay iSh tHe 11th oF mARcH liAOz! holiDAy cOMinG liAOZ.. hAHa tODAy wEnt tO eAt PAStA mAniA! shIOK! bUT baNkruPT sOOn... HAha TOok aLot oF nEOprINt toDAY!! hAhA vERI lONG nEveR taKE piC tOgethER thE fIve of Us liAOz... haIZ buT dEn stILL tHink thEre's sOMe kINd oF bArrIEr lo.. hAIz dUnno lE... haIZ tODay PoN teN lEssOn den KAna cAUghT BY tEacHEr.. hAiz sIAn fLung so mAny sUbjeCt tHInk gOnna kANa kILLed liAo.. PpL reading MY bLOg mUz hELp mE bUy cOFfIN k... COme mY FUnerAL oSO.. hAIz... tODay a.mAth LEssON duN eVEn UNderstNAd anYthiNG... hAHa.. dUnnO leH .. thINk liFE reALLy sUCk.. eVErythINg hAs beEn gOinG bAD 4 mE! sIAn... tHOu 5 oF uS loOk liKE veRI hAPpy IN thE suRfAce bUT wHO noE inSidE? hAIZ... siAN... gUEss i reALLi lOst thE cOMfortnEss i HAd wIth thEM liAOz....hAIZ.. bAd DAY!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, March 11, 2003|

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Monday, March 10, 2003

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ZUI AI DEN REN BU SHI NI (sONG LyrICs)

ni jian xia wo yi shu fa rao zai wu ming zi shang
yang zhe siao yang zhe lian shuo dang zuo zi huan hao ma?
ni deng zhe wo hui da deng dao fan qi lei kwang
ke shi qin xiang xin wo dang shi tong ya bie shang

ai qin arh yuan lai shi ge jin xin she ji de huang
mei ge ren dou bie an pai wei mo ge ren shou shang
ta chu xian de tai zhao er ni lai de tai wan
you yi tian ni ye hui you wo zhe zhong yi han

zhui ai den ri bu shi ni que bu zhi rang ni shang xin
rang wo de xin li yuan zai ku deng yi ge yuan qu sheng yin
zhui ai de ren bu shi ni que ren bu zhu ai shang ni
wo zhen de ai ni dan yong yuan wu fa xiang ai ta bian ai ni~!

[ V O N ] |Monday, March 10, 2003|

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yOz.. tOday so sWAY lost mY oNLy nAme tAg.. TMl GO sCH sURe dIE.. sOmemORE kANa sCOLding fROm MY cCa tEAcHER dUE tO atteNdanCe!! siAN! wHy mUz sHe coME bAck mAke mI kaNA sCOldING!!!! sOmEmORE flung MY a.maTHs tESt sO bAdLY!!! hAIz sO sICK!!! siAN!! bUt actUALLy On thE othEr hAnd, tODAY rEaltiONshiP witH fRez sTIll nOT bAd bUT den mY paRtnER nEVa cOMe dEN no oNE 38 wIth Me.. hAH deN jUZ now dUN nOE whY dREaMT oF gaBriEL.. hAHa dEN hE sAY i oVEr STress duNNO wHy oSO.. mAYbe dreAm oF hIM verI sTress lO.. =p HAha toDAy i leaRNt SOMethIng...wheN sOmebOdy hurT u, wRIte thE sItuatioN doWn ON thE saNd... sO thE wAter wiLL wAsH iT aWAy 4 U.. bUt wITh sOMEbODY MAKe u hAppy, REcoRd tHEm On thE stONe.. sO it wiLL lAst 4eVA~ sO wHEnEver u hAVe bAd mEmoRies Or aRe hUrt bADLy.. wRIte tHEm dOwn ON thE saNd aNd lEt iT pass.. rEcoRd aLL thE hAPPY mEmoRies u haD wiTh thE peRson oN thE stONe aND iT wiLL lASt 4eVA~ ONCe.. i heaRd a stOry... tHERe'S tHIS guy whO lOve a gaL sO mUch thAt hE wOuldn"T eVen daRE tO teLL hER.. On thE otHER hANd, tHE gAL osO foNd oF him... one DAY, hE plUcK uP hIs courAge aND wENT tO thE gAL hOUse ( TAT nITE hE wAS hAlf dRUnk.. coz hE sCare mA) dEN tHE gAL was vERI aNGry cOz shE duN Like tO sEe hIm drUnK.. dEN lAter tHE gUy pAss heR a dICtioNary... dEN thE gal weNT tO sLEEp dEN thE gUY kEEpiNG pASteRing hER to reAD thE dIC.. dEN thE gaL becAmE veRI IrrITaTEd aND teLL thE gUy TAt sHE rEad Liao anD tELL hIm tO go aWAy... dEN thE gUy caLL thE gAL to tAKE cARe aND wenT off... taT niTE, thE gaL cOuldn't SleeP so sHe weNT tO REad tHE dIC.. iN thE dIc, iT wrOTe : i reALLi lOVE u... i COUldn't lEAve witHout you.. reALLy hoPE tAT u wiLL be mY gIRlfrEz..! TAt mOMenT, tHE gAL thINKs tAT tML shE wiLL go fINd hIm.. bUt tHE nExt dAY, hE waS gONE... cOz AftER tAt tIme wHen he lEft, hE was reaLLi drUnk.. aNd cAughT in cAr aCcideNT.. aND lEft hER~

[ V O N ] |Monday, March 10, 2003|

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Thursday, March 06, 2003

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IndepeNdeNt dAY 1
yOz...hAHa tODay GonnA dO sOMethINg nEW liAO... hAiz gUess eVeryONE oSO nOE TAt i gOnNa leAve mY BesT fREz life fOR a PerioD oF tIMe... gUess ALL oF us nEed tIme TO cOOl dOWn anD gUEss hE nEEd tO sORt out hIs feEliNG 4 cIndy tOo.. sO mAMa tELL mI caNNOt dIStuRb oTHErs.. so i SHut up anD lEAve~ aHA tODay weNt oUt wITh Tat xIAo mAO chONG! hAHA qUIte eNJOYabLE la.. hAHa gUess eVeryONe HAd cHAnge AfTer sO soMe thIngS hApPen... eiTHEr bEcoME bEttER oR woRst...hAIz... aS fOR mE, i reaLLy WaNa aCt AS NOthiNG hAPpen b4 lo... HAiz REally hOPe wE sTILL cAn BE fREz ( 4 vINcenT anD gaBriEL).. ya.. HoPE thERe's NO gAP lor... Ya.. As 4 VIncenT, iF u rEAlli liKE tAt PErsON ( u NOe hu I rEferRing tO..) fOllOw uR hEArt lor.. uR besT fREz HEre wILL sUPporT u tiLL thE eNd of tiME...! =) quotatiON oF thE dAY : lOVe cAN't Be fORce.. IF u lOVE tHe tIMe, nO mAttER hoW hArd u triEd tO 4GEt, IN thE enD, eMotioN wILL sTILL dEfEAt uR sElf-DEniEr... bEst of lUck!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, March 06, 2003|

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Wednesday, March 05, 2003

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yOz! tML gOT a.MAth tESt ANd gUEss WAd I dOIng nOw? HAHa i aM wriTinG mY bLOg lA... HAHA... aiYah jUZ now jUz INtruDed PPl bLOg.. HAha cINdy duI bU qi.. jUZ reaD uR blOg.. hOpe vINceNT reAd wiLL sEE uR mSg SOon~! hAHa aiYAh aCtuALLy IN LFIE reALLI gOT aLOt oF thing TAT MAKe a PErsoN fEEL sO dowN.. hAIz I dUnno how tO beGIN bUt i gUESs TAt aLL mY cLOSe Frez shOULd noe waD hAD haPPen tHIs Few dAY.. hAIz AftER i And mY aNImaL fREz tHe pRob.. Our FrezsHIP hAd nEVer Been thE saME i gUESs. tHou EVeryONe iS trYINg vERi HArd TO 4gEt eVerYThing BUt... jUz liKE sOMEtiMEs i reALLI feLT vERI leFt oUT iN Tat grOUp tILL tAt kiNd OF eXteNT tAt I gUESs wITh OF wiThouT Mi , doesn't makE a diFFerEnCE... hAIz lAS tIMe stilL gOT tOk oN thE pHOne bUT dEn nOW 1 cALL oSo duN hAF.. HAiz rEaLLI tIRed tO thINK liAO... mAybe thEY aRe bUsy oR bUsy jUz dIDn'T caLL mI lO.. HAi wAd cAN i dO rITe? gUESs reALLi afTer i lEft tHE sCH aFtER o'S , Our fRezsHIp oso LIke tAT oVEr LE.... HAiZ... tIs gOEs OUt tO aLL thE loVER OUtsIDe........ IF u ONce lOVe soMEboDY, nEvER lEt hER gO aWAy... DUn reGret k.. iF u reALLi LOVe hER, dEN LET HER GO.. foLLow uR hEARt ANd mAYbe eVeryONe wiLL hAVE a goOD enDIng.. eVerybody wiLL bE haPPY 4 U ... lIke waD ONe oF mY fREz saID... u thiNK U veRi hERo ARh... dUn lET gO aND 'gAn gAN sHanG' k! i suPPOrt eVEryONe wHO reAd tIS! ;P!

[ V O N ] |Wednesday, March 05, 2003|

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Monday, March 03, 2003

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hAHa sO how mY stOrY tAt tIMe? gOT anY rAnKing? hAHa bUt guESs I aLreaDY lOsS cONTacT wiTH aLL thOSe stUff LE.. hAIz.. i WAs veRI hAPPy wITh tHE mIsuNDersTOod tHIng WAS cLEar bTw i anD gaB.. bUt dEN nOW lIke oSO gOT nOThinG to taLk.. hAIz gUEss WE gOT sO dIStaNce.. anYwAY iN sCH tHE lIFe oSO suX.. sIAn ReaLLI hAte 2003 aLOt... eVErytHIng sUX! hAiz... mY tEacEr gOT sAY tAt iF u duN loVE uRseLF.. nO one wILL lOve u... hAiZ bUT gUEss I reALLy hAte mYseLF.. sOMetiMe thE thINgs i dID reALLy REfLEct bADly ON mYseLF.. a pERsON reALLI cAN cHAnge ONeseLF tOtaLLY aFter a vERI gREat iMPacT iZzit? i OSO duNNO... tHE Best pArt oF lIFE iS wHen U liKE tAT pErsON den tAT pERson DunNO u liKE hiM.. waH tAT thE mOst wORsE thINg iN LifE oR iS liKE whEN u lOse tHE pERson den u reAliSe hoW mUch U nEEded hIm.. hAIz ..gUeSs tiS 2 tHINg oSo hAPPEned tO mE B4.. reALLI fEEL liKE goIng oVersEA aND rUn aWay oNce aND 4 aLL! haIZ... sOMEtiME reALLI feEL veRI aLOne... frez ARe tHERe bUT noNe wAS hERe waS u rEALLI saD.. dEN waD thE poINT... iF i rEALLI cOUld tURn baCK thE tiMe, i rAthER stAY in seC3 4eVa.. eVeryTHing wAs nICelY PlanNEd fOR mi.. bUT i nEVer tREasURe it.. iF i reALLI can, i gUEss i wiLL tREasURe moRe dEN tAT tIMe..haiZ bUT no uSe rEgREt rITE? SO i sAY LIFE JUZ SUX!

[ V O N ] |Monday, March 03, 2003|

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