*~[~MY LIFE~]~*

Tuesday, January 28, 2003

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yOZ.. toDay iSH nOAh bIRthDaY iF i NOT wRONg! haHa.. i fiNallY sUcCesSfULLY pASt tHE tWO hOrrIbLE dATe 22tH and 24th! haHA taT twO hAd reALLY bEEn a bAd dAY tO mE.. gaBrIeL sTarTEd tO woRK lE.. whEN he toLD mE tHAt dOn't wHY i jUZ feLt veRI happY aLthoU onLi wORk fOR 10 dAYs.. buT aT leASt iT a gREat sTArT! aND i dUNNo whY i fEel thINkin hE wOrkiNg hArd aT lEAst tO saVE oUr rEL*tI*Ns*ip! hAHa bUT i ThinK i tHInk tOO muCh lE... hAHa rEALLY POssIbLE.. hAd bEEN a MONth aND i stILL can't 100% gET bACk mY lIFe.. i reaLLi diD trIEd veRI hARd tO fiGHt 4 thE liFE now.. bUT i reaLLI dO mISs hIm sOMetIMes.. fairYtaLe reaLLI nEVA aPPeaR! aNYwaY... jUz gREat Tat HE gOT hIs liFE to wORk hARd fOR anD ALL thE bESt tO hIM! i beLIeve hE sURE cAN mAKE it ! jIA yoU!

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, January 28, 2003|

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Saturday, January 18, 2003

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wAH lAu! sTILL sUddeNLy rAIn waD iS tIS mAn! hAIz thINK hE oSO dUN cAre waN la!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, January 18, 2003|

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hAIyO! tODay wENt to buY nEw yEar cLothES wiTH eVOn.. LEg waNAn bREAk liAO.... HAha! i DUnno wad tO say aboUT tODay oR evEN mY life.. jUZ nO cOMMenTs.. sOMetiMEs I thiNK tat We Are IMPossIBLE lE..bUT i sTILL wanNA giVE iT a trY.. i duNNO .. i tHInk tAT IN thE worLD noT onLY he IS thE onLI gUY bUT dUNno wHY i stILL can't 4GEt! i reALLI dUN wanT tO tHINK sO mUch lE... i mEAN liKe IN thIS reLatioNshiP.. mAde ME lEArn aLOt oF thinG tHOU thE fINal eNDing iS noT gOOd.. fAiRYtaLE reALLI nEver hAPPens bUT i stiLL choOSe to beLIEVe~ bUT i jUz BEing toO siLLY... i REalli hOPe tAT i cAN nOE waD hE tHINk IN hiS hEArt BUT tOO bAD tAT thE way thIs tIMe... i reaLLi dUnnO taT hE aLWAYs kEEP thINgs tO hIMseLF whEN wE WEre tOGethER.. hE mAdE mE thinK tAT OUr lOVe iS sO pERfEct bUT wHO knOw aLOt of thINg iS happENing bEhiND mYseLF.. ANd At thE enD... iT jUZ fLY awAY.. tHINK taT HE iS jUZ tOO tIRed tO tOLEraTE aNYmORE... i DUnnO waD tO saY.. bUT gUESs i oSO cAN't saY anYThINg mUch.. waD CAN i DO? nOThinG!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, January 18, 2003|

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Friday, January 17, 2003

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hAHa today i fINaLLY gOT aN A1 iN my seCOndaRY sCHoOL lIFe!! hAHa fINallY goT sOme rEsuLT aFter hArdwORk... lUcky today I dIDn't fEEL aNythINg qUIte eXciTed aBOut tML.....hAHa jUZ thINK tAT iF a PersoN cAN't Even pROtect thE onE hE love dEN waD iS thERe morE to Say.. eVEn iF hOW hArd i wORk.. dO u tHINk i stILL cAN gET aN acE in ouR RElatiONshiP....?

[ V O N ] |Friday, January 17, 2003|

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Thursday, January 16, 2003

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tODay I reTUrn gAb aLL thE thINgs lE... tODAy iS a reALLY a bAd dAY.. lOTS oF fREzshIP pROb aND lOT of tHIng tO tHINK oF! haIz dUNno hoW to sTart Or HOW to enD... iT jUZ taT i cAN't eVEn cONcenTraTE tODAy... iF cONtinUe lIke tat I gOOna BE AS gOOD as jUZ a PIece OF sHIT! tODAy i saw vInceNT thINk hE hAD adApt tO thE Life .. BUt hIs fREz dUn LOOk nICe.. I duNNO HOw coME vINcenT can reTUrn gAb tHE thINgS sO fASt MAYbe hE iS thERe? hAHA jUZ drEAMing... hAIz... mAybE a sTar-crOsseD lovEr wE are.. wHICh mEAN whEN wE bORn, thE sTar OF boTH oF uS weNT pAss eAch OthER anD mEAN wE wiLL nevEr bE tOgethER... haHA dUNO laH eVEn IF wE gOT bACk tOgeTHER dEn wILL tHIs bE rePeatEd aGAIn? hAiZ i DunNO.. dUn eVEn nOE hOW hE feELs wHEn hE REad thE leTTer mAybe nO feeLIng.. OR eVEN thRew thE tHINgs IN thE ruBBIsh biNs? i DUnnO .. reALLI dUNNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ V O N ] |Thursday, January 16, 2003|

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Tuesday, January 14, 2003

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heLo...i nOe taT mAYbe taT pERson wiLL nEvA vISit mY bLOg aGAIn.. bUT i reALLy gOT nOThiNG to do.. i cAN't dO aNythiNg mUch...onCE i hAd hIm... bUt i neVA tReasURe hIm.. i tHrash hIs hEArt ONce aND oNCE.. noW i lOSe hIm i canNot dO aNIthINg.. i cAN't fOrce HIm to pATch ... nOW i jUst lIke a HanDiCappED.. i caN ONLIe SeE aND SEe hIm tuRninG tO hiS owN woRLd bUT i hAd no hAnd tO hoLD hIM baCK reALLY wIsh cAN jUZ hUg hIm aND tat iT! wHEn i aLWayS gOT pROb hE wiLL aLWAys sTanD thERe 4 hIM nO mATTer rIghT of Wrong.. waiT fOR mE to fINISh sch.. waIt 4 mE bEforE sCHooL sTart.. evERythINg HE dO i dUn tREasURE aND nOW i cNA't Even treAsURe.. iT beCOme a mEmoRY... a mEMOry taT i cAN't dO aNYthINg tO sAVE bUT jUZ waIT aND lOOk.. nEVa beEN sO heLPlEss.. nEVA... i tOT wE wUn bREak Up bUT wE dID.. a sUddeN One.. ppL aSK mE wHethER i beLievE the REasoN tAT hE gaVe mE.. i DUNno aND i dUn waN to THInk.. cOZ iF hE reALLy tIRed i haVe tO leT gO.. i aM thE One TAt tURn THe eNdinG to tIS....noW i onLi hoPe 4 mIracLE OR shOuld i saY fAIrytaLE?

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, January 14, 2003|

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Monday, January 13, 2003

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heiyo! haha gOnNA fAIL mY cHinEse tESt lE sO siCK! hAHa i ANd waN juI gOT pROb oSO duNNO hOW to soLVe sO sICK got sO mANy tHINg reALLi fEEL lIke dUN cARe EVerytHINg.. sEc 4 Life Is reALLI iN a mESS.. hAi ONce xIAo cenT toLd mE tAT tIMe wILL hEAL eVEry pAIn u HAd BUT i ThinK is nOT thE wAY.. iT jUZ mAKE u GOT uSE tO thE paIn.. 4 mE i dun thINk i hAd gEt uSE wiLL thE paIn i aM sTILL suFFeriN iF i NOT wRONg... tHou i find maNY waYs tO 4geT bUT eveRYtiME whEN iT cOME tO nITE mY hEARt reALLy acHe... TAt feELing reALLy reALLi sUX reALLI dUN uNDersTaNd wHY tAt PErsOn sO hEARTLess.. hAI mAybe tAt wAd WE cALL lOVE...!!!

[ V O N ] |Monday, January 13, 2003|

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Saturday, January 11, 2003

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todAy i wEnt tO sEe 5566!! sO yaNdao!!! hAHa i aNd peARLy gOt pROb lE aLthOu we bOth oSo nEva saY .. bUt can feEL .. evERyboDy liKe sO saD tIS fEw dAYs.. reALLy dOn't feEL liKe gOinG scH.. nOw in cLass oNli gOt 3 OF uS aLWAys pAir wOrk tat tIme sUre kAna oNe lEft oUt.. hAiZ tAT y i aLwaYs dOn't waN to dO aLL thE pAir tHingY..bUT SEemS lIke no cHoIce! hAIz......... sOMetiME reALLy fEEL sO eXtrA.. sOmeONe iS gOnnA lEft OUt ANd nO ONes liKe tAT feELin i aM qUITe sURe aBOut iT! tODAy i qUarREl wITh tAT sMAll gUy GAreTh! idiOT wan Leh hIm shOut aT mE! sTUPId lUCkY i tOok mY reVenge sHout At hIm BACK!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, January 11, 2003|

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Tuesday, January 07, 2003

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hEiyO! hAHa i fALL sICk agAIn~! hAHA goT twO daYs mC but gUEss cAN'T evEN stAY aT hoMe thE secOnd dAY caUSe tmL goT teSt.. hAiz sOB~~~ aCtUaLLy toDAy sTAy At hoMe OSo sO sIAn caN't dO anythiNg .. hoPe seC4 fasTEr oVer tHEn bY thEn i cAN enjoy tiLL siAO liaO.. haHa eVErybOdy aRD lIke sO uNhapPy.. i osO don'T whEthER hOw i feEL buT hOpe Tat i iN thE prOcesS oF hEAliNg mY woUnDs..

[ V O N ] |Tuesday, January 07, 2003|

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Saturday, January 04, 2003

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haI i hatE sEC 4 lIfe sO sUxy!!! So sWAY aNd sTresS so sIaN! hAi toDay i gO oUt wITh tAT nOah.. kEepiNg caLLing mE caROL hAHa gUEss hE reALLy tHINk cAN't 4Get hIm lo! sIAn!

[ V O N ] |Saturday, January 04, 2003|

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